dear lord

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I am still shocked. I am angry, and horrified. In total there's 93 people dead. Several people are missing, and there are many people who are severely hurt. The whole country is in sorrow. I've been watching news non-stop the last days. This is not a thing that will pass easily. It will haunt us for life. I feel helpless. I've been sitting here for hours, and all I can do is to watch the news. I can't even laugh without getting a bad conscience. I can't smile. Tomorrow I need to go to work - I guess life must go on. I pray that the families who lost a daughter, son, sister, brother, father, or mother, will get through this. I can't even imagine losing a sibling or a parent.