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I've been living on this imaginary cloud for awhile. I've been avoiding any kinds schoolwork, I don't pay attention at school, I feel sort of lost. My weekends doesn't stop when Monday comes. They continue .. probably till Wednesday, and then Friday is back, and my weekend starts again. But then my eyes begin to twitch. It's twitching because I know deep down, I'll have to face school again. And then I wonder .. what am I doing this for? People feel sorry for young people dying, because they haven't started their life yet. I, however, would probably prefer dying now, rather than later in life. Just because I don't seem to know what's the meaning with life now. I'm confused, I'm just .. lost.