I'm right here. When are you gonna realise that I'm your cure?

I love waking up in my bed and being able to just lie there. You know, I wasn't kidding about the minor breakdown yesterday. After watching the new comic relief video with One Direction, I just didn't stop crying until my mascara made my face itchy. Like seriously, I was watching a Justin Bieber video. And I was just so sad because he's not together with Selena anymore. And the fact that he's got to deal with so many haters at an age of 19? And then I watched Rihanna performing Stay, which made me cry even more. And then I listened to Who You Are by Jessie J and Someone Like You by Adele. And it just made me sob even more. So I tried watching a video of One Direction. And it helped for two seconds - and I laughed for a change. But then that laugh turned into a sob too. I guess I've not cried for awhile, and the tears were just waiting to come. But it's all better now, and, well, yes I cried a bit today too. But that was mostly because I read a heartbreaking fan fiction. I'm currently listening to 5 Seconds of Summer. The title of this blogpost is from their new song called Heartbreak Girl. And they sort of remind me of McFly? I'm not quite sure, but I like it. I've got to try finish writing my paper due on Wednesday or Thursday. I've sort of just been lazing around the house the past days. Alright, so I did do a bit of school work Thursday evening and Friday. Nevertheless, I could have done more. But that's the problem, isn't it? I can always do more. Also, I'm a bit worried about how school and One Direction's Take Me Home tour is going to clash. All I know, is that during the past five exams I've had, instead of studying I mostly procrastinated by watching videos of One Direction. At least it's gone well. I don't know, maybe it's luck. I feel like I should get a key chain of Niall dressed up as an leprechaun. Y'know, lucky charms.