who do you think you are, running around leaving scars

These two pictures makes me yearn for summer. Flowers and handpicked strawberries from my garden. Today I'm really exhausted. Like, I had my break way past the time I usually have it. Mainly because they had a carnival at the nursing home, and we were only one (plus me) at my team, when we're usually two plus two students (me and my fellow student). So when I finally managed to sit down in order to eat, I realised I had to bring a patient down to the physiotherapist. And when I came back upstairs, the other patients had finished their lunches, so I had to help them to their rooms and the loo, before I finally managed to sit down and eat the rest of my food. But you know, the carnival was really funny, because they were serving alcoholic beverage and there were people dancing with funny masks and hats. I spent most of my time chatting with an old man who has dementia. Nevertheless, it was a very funny experience. The past few days I've been listening to the Up All Night album by One Direction, because my dashboard on Tumblr was spammed with audio posts from the album. And when I heard Everything About You, the memories just came rushing back, and I was reminiscing. It's odd, because in my head I see a specific "scene" to each song that was played at the concerts last year. Like, when I listen to Stand Up, I always think of this little Ziall dance (I'll link to it here - it's at 1:12). I cannot wait for the THM tour to start. I've really missed watching new videos of One Direction each day. Anyways, I think I'm going to take an early night with a bit of fan fiction first. I've stopped reading angst, because I found that I got really depressed by reading those. And although I enjoy a good cry, I don't like walking around with depressing thoughts over an extent of time. So now I'm mostly reading funny fan fiction. And mostly of them are about 30k words, which takes quite a while to read. And I who decided to not start reading the Lord of The Rings until summer, because it's so damn long. I can't imagine how many pages of fan fiction I've read. If only I was that pumped to read Lord of The Rings too.