the blues is just a passing bird, and why can't that always be

"I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why I'm trying not to think". -Charlie, The Perks of Being a Wallflower.