You're losing your words. We're speaking in bodies

(Picture numero uno: from Dublin City Guide by Lonely Planet. Picture numero dos: from Dublin Gatelangs). Hiya people! I started my morning at 7:00 am in hope to get out of the house before my father woke up. Not that I hate my father, but I couldn't think of how to say no to him if he were to ask me to go driving. Plus as I did write the other day, I am trying to finish reading the Bridget Jones book. And I thought maybe I'd do that at the library. Instead I read the travel books about Dublin, and kudos to Lonely Planet, because they've written a really witty travel book. I found myself laughing along quite a few times (might be because I'm a dork though..). I do always enjoy time in the library, and I think it's fun to just roam the shelves and sit down to look through books. It was peaceful, until my bladder was about to explode. So I went to the mall because it was nearing lunch time as well. When successfully emptying my bladder (hey you shouldn't take it for granted being able to pee), I went to buy myself a cinnamon bun. I will admit that I have not been eating very good the past few weeks, and I can't even begin to count how many times I've skipped out on exercise. But you know, be kind to yourself sometimes. Seeing as I was at the mall, I figured I'd look around for a bit. And I very nearly bought myself some wine glasses. I just couldn't find them in the colour I wanted, so eventually I gave up on the attempt to buy wine glasses. Perhaps it was a sign, I don't know. I told my brother about this, and he replied that it wasn't smart to buy house stuff until I get a place of my own. I just said that it's my obsession, and that I am quite restrictive. I mean, I could have bought so many things already, but I've not, because of the following question: "do you have space for it?". Most of the time my answer is no. I continued reading about Dublin once I got home. At one point I asked my brother if he'd consider coming along for karaoke. He said: "no. Besides, I already did," and then proceeded to show me a picture of him holding a microphone to his mouth. His mate, who was sat beside him, was red from laughing. I asked which song he was singing, and my brother said he didn't know because it was in Polish. Right now I've been watching my sister play the Sims, because that's what I like to do on my days off. There's only two days left until Lynx and co comes to visit. And then it appears that both I and my brother are leaving for travels the 7th of August. Which is in eight days (!). I've yet to start thinking about what to pack. You know what strange thing happened to me when I was sat at the library? I sort of had this thought that I really wanted to be at school reading. This is a rarity, but yes, today at 10:30 am, I had a strong wish to be at school. Another strange, and probably a lot more strange: the other day I dreamt that I had a penis. And like, there were two of me? One with regular equipment, and one with a willy. It was really strange, because I was the real me, but then I was also the willy-me, but I could be both at the same time too? Oh well, I am going to spend the rest of my day off watching my sister play the Sims, read fan fiction and the Bridget Jones book. Basically just chill out.