I want you to stay. And if I try my hardest, would you look my way?

I går fikk jeg litt nok av alt, og bestemte meg for å logge av på alle sosiale medier. Det tok ti minutter før jeg hadde trykket meg inn på Twitter to ganger og innsett at jeg hadde logget meg av. Å logge av noe viser seg å være et godt tiltak for meg, ettersom jeg synes det er slitsomt å logge inn igjen. Jeg har merkelig nok satt pris på regnværet de siste dagene. Kanskje det har med mitt ustabile humør for tiden. Men det var veldig deilig å taste på tastaturet med vinduet åpent, varm luft og regndråper som bakgrunnsmusikk. I mens jeg lagde matpakken min i dag hørte jeg på en spilleliste på 8tracks, og det var en sang som gav meg frysninger. Jeg ble veldig overrasket da jeg oppdaget at det var en sang av Years & Years. Innser i etterkant at det kanskje ikke var så overraskende likevel, grunnet sjangeren. Håper at resterende av albumet deres kommer til å bli like bra. Forhåpentligvis bruker jeg dagen godt. Det hadde vært fint å få gjort ting. Det er tross alt ikke all verdens tid igjen til jeg må levere bacheloren. Om jeg hadde fått min vilje hadde jeg allerede vært ferdig, ligget i sengen min til jeg ble sliten av å ikke gjøre noe, spist is. Ja, andre ting enn å dra meg til skolen hver bidige dag. Men jeg må da gi meg en klapp på skulderen, for jeg gjør faktisk noe bachelor-relatert hver eneste dag, og det skal jeg ikke børste under teppet. 

does he know not to talk about your dad

Morning. It's stopped snowing for a second. "Praksis" feels like it's going by so fast. Next week will be my third, and it'll only be five weeks left. I've chosen a primary patient, and she was very positive about it. Had a long walk and talk with her, which was very nice. It brings me back to what I wrote about making people happy-- the feeling making someone smile a genuine smile that reaches their eyes, it's really good. Someone you know doesn't smile that much. When I got home yesterday, I finished reading a fan fiction I'd started on in the morning, whilst eating my breakfast. It made me cry, which was a bit surprising. My head felt a bit heavy, so I decided to paint my nails A luxury for the weekends, as I need to remove it on Monday for hygienic reasons. A proper down with being a nurse-- to not be able to wear nail varnish when you want. I went to bed at approximately 10:00 pm, after that stretching guide by Shawn Johnson. I know it by heart now, which is why it's so relaxing to me. Maybe I'm taking the sleep thing too seriously, however, sleep is actually vital. And you don't appreciate a proper night of sleep before you've experienced the opposite. I am so grateful I don't actually have proper problems with sleep. Imagine waking up everyday, after sleeping for a proper amount of time, but never feeling well rested. Imagine trying to chase that feeling. Terrible, I say. Anyway, I awoke at 7:00 am this morning, which is far to early for a Saturday morning, some people would say. But when you go to bed at 10:00 pm, it's not that early. I did a bit of relaxing yoga, before I went down to eat my breakfast and read up on some curriculum. Does it sound like I'm doing a lot of exercise lately? I'm not really. At 9:00 am, I could hear my parents waking up, probably seeing my bedroom door open and my absence. I listened amusedly to my parents, standing in the bathroom, chatting about where I could possibly be. When my mum finally went down the stairs, and walked inside the living room, she spotted me. Asked me what I was doing up that early, and told me she thought I'd gone to school or summat. My dad did the same, and I was just sat there with a smug grin. Ha, the story of my life. Which reminds me, I was listening to my music on the bus yesterday, and then I just distinctly heard something that sounded like Zayn's verse in Story Of My Life, also my favourite part: "Cause baby running after you, is like chasing the clouds", and I paused my own music, listening intently to the music which was playing in the bus. And after a few seconds, my suspicions were confirmed. I somehow always get surprised when I hear One Direction music out in public. But yes, made me smile on the bus trip back to the bus station. And yes, in 1D related news, they are releasing a new video for Midnight Memories, which is their new single. The pictures from it really makes me wonder what the plot is all about. I suspect it'll be entertaining as always. Let's talk about music. I don't know if I ever mentioned Keaton Henson on my blog, due to the playlist I made for Kiwi for Christmas. I kept a lot of music secret for myself, which was bloody hard as I usually write about it on my blog. But I couldn't do that, as Kiwi reads my blog. But yes, Keaton Henson-- I heard Sweetheart What Have You Done To Us whilst listening to a playlist on 8tracks, and it made me stop whatever I was doing, just so I could listen to it properly. Within the first few seconds of watching the music video, I fell in love with his sincerity in his voice, face and lyrics. And it made me want to listen to all of his music. And so I did, and I fell in love with his sad and morose songs, because I have love sad and morose songs. And his lyrics are so great, which obviously makes me fall for songs even worse. You should know that by now. I have no doubt that his music is not for everyone. Anyway, I've been quite productive the last week, and I feel like working on my new paper-- like, I actually want to. And I want to read. Which is all very great, and makes me happy. I'm going to watch a vlog now. A vlog I postponed for today, because I wanted to stretch that joy of a new vlog. But first I'm going to get myself a cuppa and some chocolate. Because it's chocolate Saturday, yay. Anyway, for those of you who are awake: have a nice Saturday x.