there's a boy I know, he's the one I dream of

Frankly, I've been waiting for Easter to be over so I can go to the bloody shop. I found myself thinking that I couldn't remember it lasting this long last year, but then I realised I was travelling last year. In fact, I think we flew from Phuket to Kuala Lumpur this day a year ago. We left the hotel which was more like a stereotypical motel, and a guy who looked fifteen, drove us to the airport. Despite losing my phone in Kuala Lumpur, the memory doesn't overshadow all the positive experiences I've gotten from the place. Eating sushi for the first time in ages and feeling more at home with proper civilisation, not to mention watching the light show playing My Heart Will Go On (Celine Dion). The latter is still one of the most memorable things from my trip. I think it's because we were a bit on a high from being in a proper big city for the first time in ages, and then we accidentally stumbled upon the light show. It was unexpected, and that's why it was so good. As of late I've been looking for a face sunscreen, and it's taken me quite awhile to buy something because I find the task rather tedious. I just know that a large percentage of sunscreens will feel sticky and all the other things related to a sunscreen. It makes looking for a good one even harder. But I did end up buying one whilst perusing the Internet the other day. In fact, I ordered skin care items, some of which I needed to restock on, and some I've wanted to try. I'm looking forward to when they'll finally find their way to my mailbox. Lynx snapped me a picture of her getting ready to go to the gym. She's literally just a few days away from giving birth, and here I am not doing any exercise. I just hope I will be motivated enough this week. I am currently experiencing a pimple that might appear-- which I think is due to a mix of not exercising, and just hormones. As it is, I am patiently (not so) awaiting my period if it ever bothers showing up. The joys of irregular menstruation. 

I say a prayer with every heart beat

I nearly fell asleep on the sofa yesterday, and then I nearly fell asleep in my bed when I was supposed to be reading. I was just really tired, so I decided to go to bed early. Except, one of the fan fictions I've been reading was updated, and I couldn't help myself. I did however go to bed at my usual bedtime, so it wasn't like I was staying up way past what I should. This morning, I felt a bit like I was going to cry because I wanted to sleep forever. It's been a long day, and my boss told me: "are you tired?" and I was like "hm? oh, yes!". Despite being tired and a bit worn out, one of my coworkers said that I did a really good job. And that she could sense that I was invested in my patients well-being and likewise. It was such a nice thing to hear, and probably very needed today. Despite having less to do today, it was still very tiresome. I've got an early shift tomorrow as well, so I'm going to try going to bed soon. I'm so happy because I've got Thursday and Friday off. And Volla will be home tomorrow, albeit only for the day because she's leaving in the evening. Nevertheless, it'll be really good to see a bit of my family. I've really missed them all. Also, on a more serious note. Whenever someone says "feminism", I've come to realise that most people have a negative association with the word. Because they think it's something it isn't. And here's a picture/post that might shed a bit more light on the matter. Educate yourself.