they say that man ain't meant to fly, but I'm reaching up for the sky

Hiiiii! I'm still listening to Hold Me Down by JLS. I've just fallen in love with the song. Also, in the video where they do the acoustic version (it's the acoustic version I love) one says: "should we do Hold Me Down, yeah?". And he sounds so much like Zayn. Maybe that's just my imagination, but yeah. Anyway, I'm going to tag this post with my "Aunt may" tag, because sometimes I love Niall with his hair disheveled and unruly. Like sometimes I like it when he looks a bit tired? Like, I love a sleepy Niall. Also, I really enjoy these pictures because I love everything he's wearing too. Everything from the white tee, to the Nike's and the eye-jumper. The jumper especially. I really want that myself. Oh my god I'm currently listening to a rap about Niall?? It's called True Love (No Deniall). And he actually sings and plays in a band called Museum Mouth. I- just. Bahahah. Let's change the subject. I've been studying all day, except for food breaks and watching cross country skiing. And basically I'm a bit stressed out, because I've got so much to do and so little time. I'm trying my best to keep up with pathology, but I'm starting to worry about how it's gonna go, considering the amount of students from the second year that failed the last exam. And the fact that we've got a new layout for our exam, and therefore we've got no idea of how it's going to be. No clue. Alright, I'm actually going back to studying now. Gotta keep up with my time frame. Oh god, this sounds so depressing. 

stuck on the dark side, reaching for daylight

I was just chatting with A, and it was really lovely, seeing as I've not spoken with her in ages. 'S a bit bittersweet, though. Because it made me reminisce about summer of 11'. Once upon a time me and A used to go swimming all the time. Even when it was raining at we'd be in the water for literally five minutes. It's bittersweet because I miss summer, and I miss going swimming all the time. And I miss being carefree, and not having to read every day. I'm currently listening to Hold Me Down my JLS and it's really lovely. JLS have really lovely harmonies. And you know how I'm with harmonies. I just love them. Anyway, I'm incredibly knackered. I've been staying behind at school each day now, trying to read my daily dose of pathology. So when I come home, I'm basically ready for bed. But then I do something stupid as start reading a fan fiction, and then I don't go to bed until late, and then I have to wake up early. Basically I get no sleep. Which is why I plan on sleeping in tomorrow. And then I'm going to read more pathology and possibly watch cross country skiing. I'm going to leave you with a wonderful quote I discovered today: 

"You are valuable because you exist. Not because of what you do or what you have done, but simply because you are". –Max Lucado