green eyes you're the one that I wanted to find, and anyone who tried to deny you must be out of their mind

Nooooooo. No, no, no. Staph Harry, staph. I've recently started following a Harry-girl on Tumblr, and it might have been the biggest mistake in my life. Because now I have to look at pictures like these? Oh god, he's so pretty. It should be illegal. I'm currently listening to Green Eyes by Coldplay, which should be a song dedicated to Harry Styles, because "anyone who tried to deny you must be out of their mind". Anyway, I went to bed with fresh sheets and a newly showered body. And it's my favorite thing ever. And I am going to blame that for me sleeping three hours more than planned. I'm currently having a break from reading pathology, and I'm going to read a fan fiction. I've actually not read one in days? I think -- or I might have read one yesterday?? At least it feels like I've not read any in a long time. Also, I'm currently in a post-pasta-partum mode. I really want pasta, that is all.

tell me if you need a loving hand to help you fall asleep tonight

Hii xx. The past two days have been spent staring at words. Also known as reading. It's less than a month (it was a month yesterday) until my exam, and I'm having a freak out. I've decided to become quite isolated and a loner this month. I'm just going to revise, revise and .. revise. (However, I'm going to that One Direction concert in 9 days (squeal), and I'm definitely not going to think about my exam). Thus far, pathology has thought me that I'm going to die. And it's possible it's soon. Also, that I should appreciate my health a lot more. And that I should stop eating bacon. My friend A, whom I am to refer to as Ale (A fermented alcoholic beverage containing malt and hops, similar to but heavier than beer) (I think I'm going to make a post to name all my friends who are frequently mentioned on my blog), came home on Thursday. Ale, Sugar and I did a bit of "reading" (wasn't that productive) at school on Friday. And then today we met up with almost everyone from my "old" gang? Before this, Ale and I went to the Royal Palace in Oslo, and had a bit of a photo shot (and then we nearly froze off our fingers, and decided to go). We went to a restaurant/cafe/bar called Tullin's Cafe. In a recommendation by the waiter, I ordered "Pasta All Zuchini". And it was marvelous. Honestly (although I might be a bit biased, because I'm a pasta lover. But nevertheless it really was marvelous). My friend Sugar has been pestering me and the kilo-gang about dining at Tullin's Cafe for quite a bit now. Jeg bøyer meg i støvet, Sugar. 1-0 til deg. And though I really wanted to try a fruit salad, I went for a cuppa instead. Had my stomach not been completely full, I would though. D'you remember when I mentioned that Zayn always go incognito during breaks? Well, turns out he wasn't all that incognito this time - he went to Paris to join Perrie, because Little Mix is (was?) currently in Paris. I love Zayn and Perrie. I'm pretty sure I've mentioned it before, but they are honestly so cute together, even though we only get to see tiny glimpses of their relationship (because they are so good at keeping their private lives private). The Take Me Home tour resumes tomorrow, in Paris. And it's weird, because the break have only been for a week, but I've still really missed seeing them being dumb onstage via Tumblr. Anyway, I'm going to catch up on some Youtube before I do some more reading.

stars in our eyes and with heart shaped bruises and late night kisses

Once upon a time one turned into two. And then two turned into three. And then three turned into four. I've got the weirdest friends. Weird - of a strikingly odd or unusual character; strange. That's all.

she sleeps alone, my heart wants to come home

Morning xx. Deep breaths, deep breaths. Calm down. I keep looking at the calendar, and I keep thinking it's May in a couple of days. And it is May soon. It makes me so excited, because (oh my god) One Direction. But I can't make myself wish for the days to fly by, because I still have loads of reading left, which makes me slightly hyperventilate too. It's like first I think: "oh my god, oh my god. I'm going to see One Direction in real life. They are going to be in Norway. Oh my god, oh my god". And cue; shallow breaths. And when I've just calmed down I think "Oh my god, shit, I've got two hundred pages left to read in pathology, I've also got the tasks to each chapter, and I've no idea how the exam will be like because it's fucking new, and..". And cue: shallow breaths. It would be so easy to not care about school. But I really do care, because eventually it'll decide whether I can continue on a higher level education (which I really want), so I've got to deal with it. Aguantare. Today is going to be a really long day, but hey. I get to spend it with Sugar, Kiwi and my belieber friend (ohh sentimental), so it's all good. You ought to look at the positives in life. So whilst Niall, Louis and Liam went to Munich, Germany yesterday and Harry's gone off to L.A., Zayn has gone incognito. I find this so incredibly intriguing, because he always goes incognito. I can understand the wish to spend time with his girlfriend, family and friends. But he could go so many places (bloody hell, he's a millionaire, innit?) and bring them along. Instead he probably stays home and sleeps during the day, and do nothing with his friends. And it always makes me think that maybe Zayn wasn't made for fame. And it shouldn't be a surprise, because it's been there since the start. Since X-Factor when he didn't want to do the dance routine. I read this theory on Tumblr the other day, where the person said she didn't think Zayn would pursue a solo career if (when) One Direction splits up. That he'd feel weird to do something like that without the lads. And I feel like there's so much truth in that theory. Although I do feel like all of the lads would feel weird to go solo - to be alone, after literally living on each other for years. But I think it would mostly be hardest on Zayn. The reason for this sombre topic, is because JLS supposedly are splitting up after tour. And it just made me think of the inevitable. Also, I'm sort of aching for a really good fan fiction, and I think this would be a lovely plot. And because I love Zayn (alright, so I love them all, but still).