I like the way it hurts

I am so fucking tired. Do you know how it is like having lots of time, and lots to do? But then you use that time on stupid things, and you end up with lots to do, with no time. This is my habit. And yesterday I didn't start practicing to my oral/verbal test until 00:00, and fell asleep 01:00. Woke up 06:00, went to school 07:30. Sat in a room practicing until 08:45. Had a conversation with my teacher. Had the oral/verbal test 09:15. So now I'm tired as hell, and I'd like to sleep, but sadly I have another oral/verbal test on Thursday. Funny fact; Did you know that you pronounce Volkswagen "Folkswagen"? It is German, and means peoples wagon. You pronounce V like F in Germany. So, whenever people says Volkswagen, it's really Folkswagen.

Anyways, I just borrowed "Getting rid of Matthew" by Jane Fallon today. It looked pretty amusing, and I can't wait to start reading it. Oh, and did you see my jacket? I love the color. If you're wondering, it is yes, a winter wonderland. But with -16 C/3,19 F it is pretty damn cold outside. Probably none kids outside now. But hey, tomorrow it's December 1st! And it's all so exciting. It's 25 days until Christmas!

you wonder who's that chick

I'm obsessed with a song called "Who's That Chick" by David Guetta & Rihanna. I've heard my friend singing it all the time, but I had never heard it until tonight. Tonight was quite an awesome night, and I'm overtired right now. So Imma go get some sleep. "Baby I just wanna daaaaaanceeeee, I don't really caaaaaareeee".

don't forget to take a breath

I love Fridays. They're my freaking favorites. I love my family. I love my friends. I love this country. I love my freedom. I love all the opportunities I have. Ah, you probably get everything now. I don't celebrate Thanksgiving .. because we don't celebrate it over here - but you can always make some time to appreciate things in life. Every day you feel like dying, there's other people actually dying. Every moment you hurt yourself, there's gonna be someone else being tortured. Anyways, we had the worst work-out in gym today. My class was divided into two groups. The first group was doing spinning for 30 minutes, while the second group were doing some strength-stuff. I was on the group training strength, and everything went fine - it was hard of course. However, when we was going to switch activities, I saw the whole spinning-group with sweat down their faces, and their hair was all wet. You can bet that I was nervous. And oh my gosh. I really wanted to jump in the snow afterwards. I didn't do that, instead me, and some classmates played some badminton - while the others hit the showers.

our troubles will be out of sight

Somehow Wednesdays seem to be my bad day. At least it has been the last three weeks. Today we had a English test, and I can't even explain how bad it went, and how mad I am. And tomorrow I have TWO presentations - and I'm not even finished with the scripts. So if you ask who's screwed today - it's probably me. I cannot wait for Friday to come. It's my freaking favorite.

don't let me go

I know I haven't posted a decent blog in awhile. I miss Summer, yep. Just wanted you to know. Guess what? I bought a jacket today, and it's pretty awesome. Plus it's totally great for our windy weather, and snowstorms. Okay, so I watched a TV-show today about building houses. And he says "It's weird, that you don't know how to build a house before you've done it". And I guess that's how life works as well. And sometimes I just feel like I'm stuck in this place forever. We all know that we can die anytime, but we don't really realise it. Everything would've been so much easier if we'd known when we were supposed to die. We wouldn't have to be scared.

Edit; I am trying to do my homework. The time is 22:17, and I'm gonna go to bed 23:00. And I can honestly promise that I've had more time than enough to finish all these shitty things (excuse my language). But somehow I always end up on Facebook, Twitter, blogs, etc.

italy & switzerland

Hopefully, in a year and a half me and a friend are going on a trip together. It'll be epic, I tell you!

meet me in the pouring rain

These photos are from last Winter. I think it was after Christmas. I remember it being cold, the coldest Winter in ages. And this year, I want to avoid wearing thick and large jackets this year. However, I was informed that this year will be the coldest Winter in years. And I haven't even gotten a jacket yet! Anyways .. I watched Paranormal Activity 2 last night. It was a spontaneous choice, and I thought; why not? Me and another girl was not scared at all, whereas one of us was constantly covering her eyes with her jacket. But then something (I don't wanna spoil) happened, that scared the crap out of me. Honestly, there was a point where I just wanted to leave the cinema. My conclusion is (hah, not writing an article) that the movie itself is scary when you watch it, but not afterwards. And it's those movies who is scary afterwards that are the best.

just say I do

This has been another bad day. I was supposed to have a presentation today. But it was postponed, for the third time, due to my teacher being sick. I know it's not her fault that she's sick, but she could've sent a message. The thing is .. I've been prioritizing this presentation twice now, when I could've practiced to another presentation and a test. You see why it's annoying? Oh well, just did my new inspiration-wall. I'll post some pictures.

don't be a chicken, boy stop acting like a biatch

I want that, I don't want that, I'm angry, I'm irritated, I'm frustrated, I'm happy, I'm glad, I'm satisfied, I hate you, I love you.

smart women are most sexy to me

I love H&M's magazines, and certainly this issue. "Smart women are most sexy to me" -Alber Elbaz.

it's only my heart

On Sunday it's Fathers day! At least, it'll be Fathers day here, and some other countries. I did my card for my dad today. And I love making cards - it's really fun. Oh, and this is my new sweater, and it's so lovely! Ok, enough with the exclamation marks. I found it in the male-section at H&M. Typical, it's always nice stuff over there. My local H&M just redid the whole store, and it looked lovely today. It was filled with new stuff, and the decorations reminded me of Christmas. Which is coming up quickly. It's already been snowing a lot over here - and if I were a kid, I'd probably be outside at this very moment .. but I'm not. This weekend is going to be a study-weekend. Great.

water for elephants

Next week I'm supposed to talk about the book "Water for Elephants" by Sara Gruen. I read this a while back, so I don't remember exact details. Right now I'm just trying to write the plot, and the rest ..

walls of insincerity

I need a job. Like, everyone else I know has a job. And I've realised now, that I have to be on a budget if I wont. It's probably the best anyways. I need to get some order in my shopping habits. Anyways, I bought some Christmas presents today, and this lovely shirt! I absolutely love it. The last days has been hectic, and today was a bad day for me, but I'm happy anyways. Why not? I've been trying to learn Latin with A, as we are planning a round-trip to Roma, Italy, and Switzerland in the future.

you got the finest architecture

(Photos: Random, Frida)
This is where I got my inspiration to my layout. This print should be out everywhere. I bet it will, soon. And if I find a tee, I'll make sure to purchase it. (re-blog from September 6th)

I think smoking look kinda good at pictures, when the person is good-looking. Is that bad? I'm not saying that I'm for smoking. I'm actually the opposite. Hate everything about smoke. I remember once when I slept over at my friends house, and her parents would smoke. And I just couldn't stand it. I felt sick, and had to get out of there. Anyways, I was just thinking about life. I know meaning with life isn't the material stuff, but hey, I don't mind shoes and clothes. Ha.

the big big bang

You know how people sometimes can relate to songs? And some even claim that songs have helped them trough a rough period in their life. It does sound weird yes, but it is kinda true. Everything in life becomes so much more amusing with music on. Even the dark yes, though it's probably safer to be aware of the noises around (in the dark .. lol). Yes, I know I recommend songs all the time, but please listen to The Big Bang by Rock Mafia ft Miley Cyrus. It has such a great vibe, and the lyrics are .. "The big big bang, the reason I'm alive. Where all the stars collide in this universe inside."

even brighter than the moon

Still reading for my test. Can't wait for Christmas. I really need that break. I love Firework by Katy Perry. Don't necessarily love THE song, or her voice, but the message is lovely. And the lyrics are beautiful.

"Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

It's always been inside of you, you, you

And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework

Come on, show 'em what you're worth

Make 'em go, oh

As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework

Come on, let your colors burst

Make 'em go, oh

You're gonna leave 'em falling down"