Don’t you move. Can’t we just stay? Can we start over? Don’t fade away

I should've known really. (This section is a bit of TMI if you're not comfortable reading about period blood). I had a bit of spotting in my pants yesterday (TMI), so I woke up today feeling a bit off. I quickly realised I felt off because I was bleeding, and rushed to stand up to look at the damage in my bed. Luckily there's a tiny spot of blood on my sheets. But as I stood I could feel the blood gushing down. The joys of gravity, eh? That feeling of becoming a river. On Sunday I changed by bedding from the white one to a green one. So apparently my period still shows up regardless of the colour of my sheets. To be fair I've never had an accident whilst having white sheets, so there's something to it. (TMI section is over). My period has been pretty regular the past five months, and I'm really surprised. Maybe I'll finally have a regular period? That would be pretty amazing. I'm currently in a bit of pain, but I'm hoping it'll disappear. Good news; I slept for ten hours! Hooray, my circadian rhythm is back to normal just in time for me to be starting night shifts again. So it'll probably be fucked up for a week again. Ah, well, I can hope for the best. I probably needed the ten hours, but I'm also the person who feels more tired and sluggish if I sleep for too long. So now I'm slightly sluggish. I wanna have a lie down, but I also want to play Sims. I've also got to do a grocery shop, but I'm feeling so off today, I might just do it tomorrow. Work yesterday was pretty good, but there were still a few stressors, and I ended up staying a bit longer. But as I've got the day off today, it wasn't a bother. Just realised it's just over a week until Volla and her kids are arriving for a visit. Hopefully we'll have a bit of sun again.