So just grab somebody. No leavin' this party with nobody to love

I believe in quite a few things. 1. Having after-midnight raves for yourself with your favourite music. 2. Soaking up the sun by tilting your face towards the sun and closing your eyes. 3. Deliberately forgetting something downstairs, so you have to get up and move from wherever you're sat. 4. Chocolate crackers and tea. 5. Daydreaming when you're sat at the train or the bus. I am still in love with Nobody To Love by Sigma. It's just such a good tune, aaah. I'll have to see how long it lasts, how long until I start resenting it, ha. But I hope it'll grow popular, and that it'll be played in clubs and stuff. Also, today I didn't wake up to see my pillow on the floor, so that's a good sign. It's been sunny today too, so I've been sat outside for a bit, reading. I was reading research articles, trying to keep updates. And I was listening to music as per usual, this time to some random playlist at 8tracks that I deemed suitable when I searched up the words "chill" and "study". The fourth song on the playlist was Same Love by Macklemore, and it made me smile because it reminded me of something I became aware of today via Twitter. The law about same sex marriage in England and Wales has begun today. It makes me happy because it's one step closer to equality for everyone. To say there is equality for everyone, I think, is the same as saying there's no bullying in high school. Meaning it's a ridiculous statement. And I am very adamant about fighting for things that are basic human rights. Anyway, whilst sat outside my mum basically put a pump of sun lotion on my arm, forcing me to use sun lotion. Which is very important, but it's so easy to not use it, when you're just supposed to sit outside for a bit. Anyway, now I smell like summer, which is always a good thing. I actually went to bed at 1:30 am yesterday, so I woke up at 9:30 am today-- and I was starving. I went to bed late because I watched The Change Up with Jason Bateman and Ryan Reynolds. And wow, they weren't kidding when they said it was R-rated. I don't think it's gotten very good reviews, but I'll always watch a comedy with Ryan Reynolds. I personally thought it was very funny, and I was sat hunched over, silently laughing last night. I was originally going to watch something sad because I had an immense urge to cry. But I couldn't find anything I'd give a go, and I realised then, that I would much rather read a book than watch a movie. But it was too late to start any book, so I went with The Change Up. Anyway, I very nearly fell over on my way up the stairs moments ago. Just when Monchita asked if I wanted to have spaghetti tonight. I said alright, though it's one of her favourite meals and not mine. I'm going to continue trying to find a relevant research article, and try to write something about it (sigh). I am also going to enjoy that it's Saturday, and not Sunday as I thought this morning. Also, the good weather. And the chocolate my sister gave me. So many things to be thankful for, so I'm just going to enjoy everything. Have a lovely day xx. 

I know you're tired of loving, with nobody to love

I've made a new playlist on 8tracks if anyone's interested in listening to my current favourites, ha. The first song by Sigma is sadly just a clip, because the song isn't actually released until April 6th. Basically, if you've been listening to Bound 2 by Kanye West, you might recognise it. It also happens to be my favourite part of Bound 2, which sounds a bit like three songs in one. The playlist also includes Waiting Game by Banks, because Marble has been insistent that I have to listen to Banks. And I think Waiting Game is a good one. Apart from that, I've just been listening to Grimmy this morning. And each day I get to listen to Grimmy is usually a good day. It also makes be grow fonder of him, which, I'm not so sure is a good idea. As you might have noticed-- when I become a proper fan of someone, I do it properly. I am very sad that I didn't realise it was #AirMaxDay yesterday, and didn't get my kicks out. Oh well, maybe next year. I did take two pictures of them though. If I were rich, I would probably buy loads of Air Max' and display them on a shelf. It's not even a joke. It is exactly a fortnight until I leave for Aalesund, and I'm already planning what to pack in my mind. We've just gotten a mail from our teacher regarding the paper, and I am slightly scratching my head, because due to a few things, we'll be a bit postponed. Reasonably, that makes me a bit stressed out, because it means we'll have less time to do the most important part of the writing. I still think it'll be okay in the end, I just have to try not stress too much about everything. Plus, we don't even get a grade on our work, which makes me feel a bit ridiculous for caring so much. But I've always been dutiful. Anyway, I've been to the library today, mainly to look for books related to my paper. But because I didn't find any, I ended up with travelling books instead. It's always good to plan on beforehand when you're going on short trips. It just maximises your experience. I've also cleaned out my closet, which was something I had decided to do weeks ago. Also colour-coordinated my clothing, so it looks all nice now. Only, it makes me realise how many black, grey and white clothing items I own. I keep going shopping and not finding anything that I properly like, though. It's good for my economy, the environment, etc. But it does look pretty dark in my closet, ha. Oh well, have a nice evening xx.