you might as well get it while you can babe, 'cause you know you ain't getting any younger

The past week has been somewhat the same. I wake up at 5:45 am each morning, am at school by 7:50 am, attempt writing at my thesis until I give up at 3:00 pm. On Wednesday, I think, I was really fucking tired of doing the same thing over and over again. It's week 5 of working on my thesis (technically week 4 due to Easter), and I was really angry. When I got to school that day, I was wondering if I should take a picture of "my" chair that I'm sure won't have an actual dent of my bum, but to me it will. Since I get to school just before 8 am each weekday, I'm actually so familiar with the cleaning lady now, that we greet each other. I guess Wednesday was just one of those days, and plenty more of them will come, I'm sure. But I just feel so tired, and part of me wants to be done with it already. Another part of me is rejoicing because I get to spend my days at school with my great friends. The other week or so, I told my belieber friend: this is the last bit of freedom that we have, if you think of it. That is unless you choose to not work or anything. I mean, you can always go back to school, and I'm sure it's not actually horrible to work, but eugh. On Tuesday I had a really great start of the day; A man switched seats so I could sit down. A woman gave her bag of buns to the "regular" homeless man I see each day, and I walked a few metres behind, so I got to see the happiness in his face. Yesterday was Friday, the day I had been looking forward to during the whole week. Because the kilo-gang and initially Marble was going to get together outside of school and celebrate a belated birthday of my belieber friend. It was really great, and I got quite emotional at a point. Kiwi said later that it was strange seeing where we all are now contra the first time we went out for dinner together. You know, these are the people I've grown up with for the past few years, and I don't think I'll ever be able to see them as much as I do nowadays. It's a frightening thought, but as I said, I am rejoicing in being surrounded by them. Sugar went home a bit earlier than us because poor her had actually been studying from morning until she met us, whereas all of us had been home for awhile before we met up. My belieber friend, Kiwi and I went to Aker Brygge and lay down on a sort of bench-bed. They're strange, cool little (big) benches sort of like sunbeds for multiple people. Anyway, we lay down and chatted whilst looking at the sea and pointed out stars and UFOs. It was really great, and I filmed a bit of it, because I knew it was one of those moments I want to keep in my memory as long as I can. We decided that we should all go to Stockholm again. On my way home I listened to Younger, which set me in a nice mood. I am indeed not getting any younger, so it's nice to try to do things that make me happy. I told Sugar last night that I can't bloody wait for summer. Admittedly I'll be working most of it, but for the days I'm not, I'm going to enjoy them. In a few weeks I'll even have a new nephew, which seems crazy to me. Life is just weird, huh? 

some answers are better left unspoken when you know you ain't getting any younger

I just read a how-to wear pants when you have a penis. It is the most hilarious thing I've read today, so I suggest you go read it too regardless if you have a penis or not. Someone commented on the post, and wrote: what I take away from this is that men can have “bad penis days”. HILARIOUS. On a less hilarious note, what the hell is up with 2015 and people leaving/splitting up? I've had it up to here already, and it's only mid-April. I just found out that Finchy is leaving the Breakfast Show. Ian left earlier this year, and now it's only Fifi left with Grimmy? Who else will openly fangirl about Niall when Finchy leaves? I am genuinely upset about this development. Fearne Cotton is leaving her show after a decade of being a radio host, and Zane Lowe left a month ago or summat. Anyway, I had a somewhat good exercise-session today. I tried doing cardio on Sunday, but I hadn't done any serious exercise (apart from walks and hikes during Easter) for weeks, so my body was not happy with me. I suspect that I was a bit peckish too, which made me have to stop halfway. But you know, you should do the best you can, and if the best you can do is worse than the other day, it's still the best you can. Wow, is that comprehensible? I decided to do cardio today too, and it went loads better, though I still hate burpees. Today was a better day than yesterday when it comes to productivity, and like almost all days, we sat for seven hours. In the early hours, I started my day by watching the Maze Runner cast on a "panel" called NerdHQ. It's a really great panel too. I think comic-con and such are a bit stilted, whereas NerdHQ was really good. It's actually made by Zachary Levi, also known as Chuck Bartowski (no? not ringing any bells? well, here's his IMBd), which I thought was brilliant. If you didn't realise, Maze Runner is my current obsession and what I procrastinate with to avoid writing on my thesis. The past few years it's been One Direction, but they're currently on a break and writing on their new album, so there's not much action on that front. The talk on the panel made me realise how great Kaya Scodelario is, and how nice Will Poulter is. I'm just really in love with the cast of Maze Runner, and I'm actually tempted to read the books. I am going to head to bed now, because it's a new day of working on my thesis tomorrow.