It's not always rainbows and butterflies. Christ, how I love that song. Or Maroon 5 in general. My mood have been somewhat subdued all day for a lot of interconnected reasons. And sometimes, if there are a string of interconnected things that happen and makes me sad-- it's hard to change my mood. Like today, I was just making toast for breakfast, and all of the sudden there were tears down my cheeks. I think the death of Nelson Mandela was the thing that pushed me off the edge. So I was stood in the kitchen, in front of the window, making toast-- and crying. And I've felt morose all day. Actually, the past days. Hence the somewhat depressing blogposts. Sorry about that. But at least listening to Maroon 5 seemed to help quite a bit. Ha, just read my horoscope, and well: "You can feel a flood of powerful emotions as it washes over you and takes you for a ride today. However, it doesn't really matter whether or not you are a willing passenger. There is no point in fighting the currents or trying to control your feelings. Go with the flow and let the circumstances take you where they will. Ironically, relinquishing control for a while ensures that you end up where you need to be just in time". If I didn't know better, I'd think that someone was watching me today. I'm hoping tomorrow will be better-- I know it will. I'm chanting "cross country skiing and handball" in my head. On another note, I got to be alone home for quite awhile today, and it was really nice. Sang Christmas carols and read up on philosophy of science, which is also a part of my curriculum. I don't mind though-- I quite enjoy philosophy. I just poured myself a cuppa, and now I'm going to watch The Voice (first song was a bit lacking to be honest. Thought she did the opposite of what she wanted to). I've never watched as much telly as I have this week for ages. Have a nice weekend! Hopefully things will be brighter tomorrow.
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