I will stumble and fall. I'm still learning to love, just starting to crawl

Hiya, I got this stamp in my stocking, and I've used it a fair amount by now. It's soon gone 26 hours since the exam first started, and so far it's looking okay. I'm not going to kid myself and say that everything will go smoothly, because I know it won't. It never does. Tomorrow I'll be somewhat stressed because I'm still going to have a load to do, but it's also a handball match tomorrow I'm most definitely going to see. Also, Lumba is coming home tomorrow, which will also be a distraction. Then it's Thursday, and I know I'll be freaking out over my work. Last year, an hour before I was going out of the door in order to get it to school and deliver my exam before the deadline, I realised I'd forgotten to write one of the most important parts of the paper, so in like twenty minutes or so, I wrote a new paragraph, and-- well, it wasn't the most pleasant day in consideration of my stress levels. It all worked out in the end, but I really don't want to do that again. I went to deliver the Christmas present to Oyster today, because I was going by the library and the post office anyway. And we spoke for longer than I had estimated. One of the first things she said to me when I closed the door behind me, was "isn't your exam now?". In which, I replied with a yes. The two first days are always really chill, which is why I'm not so freaked out now. Also, everything is always better in the mornings. It's when the evening comes along and I freak out, thinking I've not done anything. Yesterday I did procrastinate a bit, though I did better than I had expected. Also managed to delete a playlist on Youtube with 200 videos related to One Direction. Wasn't quite sure whether I should have laughed or cried. Instead I did neither, and refused to acknowledge it for a few minutes. And then I figured there was nothing to do. And it's like Oyster said to me today "can't you just find them again?"-- and I can. The only video I really want is one of Harry singing Moments in a different note, but it's gone missing. The owner probably deleted it, and it's so sad, because his vocals were soo good. I also watched the handball match last night, and it was a really great game to watch, though the end was a bit disappointing. Nevertheless, I really enjoyed it. It was the highlight of my day yesterday, and it was the one thing I was really looking forward to after reading a bunch of English research articles. Today there will be no game (at least for Norway), so the only thing I have to look forward to is really Vlogmas videos. One of which I'm going to watch now whilst eating my lunch. I'm going to make myself a toast and eat some avocado on the side. You know how I bought the Say Something version without Christina Aguilera? I was listening to it just now and singing along, and then I was like oh, but this is the version with her! I can hear the harmonies. And then I stopped singing along and listened closely, before I mentally face palmed myself because how stupid can you be? Obviously there's going to be harmonies if I sing along? That's enough foolishness for today. Have a good one, and hopefully you'll be really productive.