anywhere, I would have followed you

The tree and I are best friends today (had my dad to fix the problem), and I've managed to decorate it to my liking. I'm just a tiny bit unsure whether I should put some more decorations on it. I usually don't decorate my own bedroom that much, but I couldn't help myself this time. Made myself a tiny Christmas tree. Had I had more space in my bedroom, I would've liked to use some branches, put them in a vase and made them into a little tree. Maybe in the future. My Christmas heart is saddened each time I see a drop of snow melting. It's ridiculous-- this weather. It's cold, and then it's hot, and so it goes on. And when it's cold, it isn't even properly cold? Like, how can you possibly call this winter? I want a meter of snow for Christmas. But I have a feeling the snow will be melting until then. Oh well, it won't be the first Christmas without snow. I fell asleep far too late and hungry last night, but I couldn't be bothered to go downstairs and grab something to eat, only to brush my teeth again. Lazy. I was supposed to wake up early today, and I'm pretty sure I put on an alarm. But somehow I managed to shut it off without being properly awake, because I have no recollection of it. Woke up with an achy back and a bit sore head. I'm not quite sure why, but it's not like I'm not going to survive. Or, well, I hope so. Oh goodness, I just called to get refunds for the Kodaline tickets, and it was highly amusing. So, the thing is, I sort of have a bit of anxiety to call to everyone else than my family and friends. But yesterday I wrote it down on my list of things to do today, so I just dialled the number-- and seriously, just dialling the number made my heart pump faster. It feels so ridiculous, but it's just how I am. Anyway, so there was a lot of commotion on the line, so I had to wait for my turn. And you know when you have to wait in a line on the phone and they'll put on some typical "elevator music"? Well, it shouldn't have surprised me, but there were like proper music. Like, the Lumineers, so I was properly enjoying myself listening to nice music. It all went down nicely, and I could breathe out. I'm going to try going to the mall today-- try to get all the Christmas presents done. But crowds of people doesn't feel too enticing today. Also, there's my precious handball today. I can't wait, and hopefully the opponent doesn't suck. I mean, the first game was sooo intense and exciting, whereas the other two games after was sort of a flop? The opponents were some of the worst in this championship, so Norway was free to try out the juniors that have made the team this year. And I do like some of them, I do. But it doesn't surprise me how bad a game can be when there's only "noobs" as I like to call it. Also, a lot of my favourites are out of the game due to pregnancies and injuries. Oh well, it's not the olympics. And to be fair, the last game was a bit exciting, because they had a whole different game plan than what they usually do. If you've not listened to Say Something yet, then you should. It's really nice. Is it Friday yet? No? Okay.