I bite my tounge, but I want to scream out "you could be with me now"

I've actually got school tomorrow. Can you believe it? I can't. I've been painting today, which I seem to do each Sunday nowadays. I was listening to Justin Bieber's acoustic album. And I reckon if I would be getting any CD's by Justin Bieber, it would be that album. I have always said that I prefer his voice and a guitar only. I personally think it's a bit of a waste to add all these effects and sounds and whatnot when he's already got such a lovely voice. And I saw a gif of Justin Bieber trying to jump that paparazzi that shouted mean things (I'm not quite sure what happened) at him. And maybe my first thought should have been something else, but I couldn't help thinking that his beanie is really cool? Like, can I have one in black and have "1993" written on it? No? Oh well. Also, what are you doing Lou? You can't go around hugging Niall all the time. It's unfair. It lasted for 15 damn seconds -- yes I counted. Also, another thing on my mind - why is One Direction recording and writing new music already? I feel like I live in dog years, while they move on like lightning. It's not 10:00 pm yet, and I feel like sleeping already. But I did wake up at 07:30 am today. My body just seems to want to wake up. Like, I've woken up early every day this weekend, and I feel wide awake. So I might just head to bed after catching up on a few Youtube videos, that is.

I'm right here. When are you gonna realise that I'm your cure?

I love waking up in my bed and being able to just lie there. You know, I wasn't kidding about the minor breakdown yesterday. After watching the new comic relief video with One Direction, I just didn't stop crying until my mascara made my face itchy. Like seriously, I was watching a Justin Bieber video. And I was just so sad because he's not together with Selena anymore. And the fact that he's got to deal with so many haters at an age of 19? And then I watched Rihanna performing Stay, which made me cry even more. And then I listened to Who You Are by Jessie J and Someone Like You by Adele. And it just made me sob even more. So I tried watching a video of One Direction. And it helped for two seconds - and I laughed for a change. But then that laugh turned into a sob too. I guess I've not cried for awhile, and the tears were just waiting to come. But it's all better now, and, well, yes I cried a bit today too. But that was mostly because I read a heartbreaking fan fiction. I'm currently listening to 5 Seconds of Summer. The title of this blogpost is from their new song called Heartbreak Girl. And they sort of remind me of McFly? I'm not quite sure, but I like it. I've got to try finish writing my paper due on Wednesday or Thursday. I've sort of just been lazing around the house the past days. Alright, so I did do a bit of school work Thursday evening and Friday. Nevertheless, I could have done more. But that's the problem, isn't it? I can always do more. Also, I'm a bit worried about how school and One Direction's Take Me Home tour is going to clash. All I know, is that during the past five exams I've had, instead of studying I mostly procrastinated by watching videos of One Direction. At least it's gone well. I don't know, maybe it's luck. I feel like I should get a key chain of Niall dressed up as an leprechaun. Y'know, lucky charms.