when you cast away and you feel like home, I'll try to find you

This is my lunch from last week, I think. It was really good. The pictures are making my mouth a bit watery, ha. I went to bed practically naked yesterday, because it was 24C/75F inside my bedroom. I can't bloody sleep when it's so warm. I reckon it's why I woke up at 5:30 am as well. I checked my social media, before I decided that I should try falling asleep again. Luckily I was successful, and woke up at 7:00 am. I spent the morning listening to Grimmy (I laugh so much when I'm listening to him and the team), and exercising. When I got home I got another magazine about nursing related topics. And it made me realise that I hadn't even read through the past two others. So that's what I spent time on; reading up on those I've missed. I've done a few errands today, and I might actually start thinking about packing-- as in writing a list of what I should bring along. Lols, the first time I heard Wasted by Tiësto, I thought the lyrics were: "I like us better when we're naked". That's the only thing I can think of whenever I listen to the song. Speaking of songs, Here For You by Gorgon City has been my favourite tune for the past few days. I really like the lyrics, and I've marginally grown a love for electronic/house music, so I'm really enjoying it. My dad has been painting different things in the house and outside the house, so it's been a very distinct smell of paint in the whole house for the whole day. Tomorrow I'm going to hang with Sugar and Marble, and it looks like we're having a BBQ? I guess that'll be twice for me this week. Anyway, I'm going to try to be somewhat productive with the rest of my day, and hopefully you'll be too. That is unless you don't want to. 

I know we'll make it through. One thing is for certain, I'll be here for you

Before I met up with my belieber friend yesterday, I had some extra time. I spent that time wandering around, looking at different houses. I could probably spend hours doing that. The second picture is from when we were sat at Tjuvholmen. Isn't it gorgeous? My favourite colour is actually blue, so this pictures makes me extremely happy. I woke up this morning to my dad calling my phone. I blearily checked what the time was when I realised he had literally done a "wake up call". It was 9:00 am, but I was so tired because I went to bed at 2:00 am. And I was exhausted after spending so much time in the sun yesterday. I've spent the morning in bed, catching up on Tumblr, the One Direction concert on Sunday, and Youtube. There's so few days left to the concert now, that I have a daily freak out. I was actually listening to yesterdays Breakfast show with Grimmy, and they were talking about Niall. Grimmy said "people go crazy for him". Finchy said it's because everyone's gone to school with someone like Niall-- he's very likeable. A few days ago I actually read a post (on Tumblr) where someone asked what's so special about Niall, and why he's the fans' favourite. And I think it was a really great answer: "people like him because he’s likable? he’s relatable — he’s their own biggest fan after all, the biggest fanboy of others, he’s completely grounded, just refreshingly unfazed by their obscene wealth and fame. and he’s accessible, he’s mastered that balance between keeping his privacy where it counts by opening his life up to the fans and sharing so much of himself. i think what really unites general fans in loving niall is how much he loves everything — the boys, his life, his job, /us/ — he loves what he does /so much/ and is so incredibly grateful for it, for the fans that’ve allowed it to happen, and he doesn’t ever let up on expressing that appreciation for a second. he doesn’t take it for granted, he’s making the most of everything, four years in and he’s still bright-eyed and bushy-tailed, he’s not jaded one bit. like clockwork, you can count on his excited pre-show tweets, his effusive post-show ones, and this random smattering of sentimentality and gratitude all throughout. how he’ll just be in bed thinking about how lucky he is, how he’ll be counting the number of shows there’ve been, the places they’ve been to, tick off all their anniversaries and achievements and he’ll share it with us as he’s thinking it, be so awed and thankful, and it’s just. it’s really really hard not to love niall, i think" (1). He is certainly not perfect, and he's done his fair share of mistakes (but he's very good at apologising). I wouldn't say Niall is everyone's favourite as the question suggests, but I've never actually come across anyone who hates him. I was lucky enough to get mosquito bites on my sunburn yesterday, plus I accidentally scrubbed my shoulders in the shower. And let me tell you how much it burned. I told my belieber friend that I nearly cried. Afterwards my sunburns had turned into an angry red colour, and I rubbed some aloe cream on to soothe them. It still hurts a bit, and I can't wear straps without it hurting. Despite quite good weather today, I've spent most day inside hiding. And doing research for the Stockholm-trip. I'll probably continue doing that, and hopefully I'll find a great fan fiction to reward my efforts, ha. Nah, I've just been reading so many books lately, I think it's time for me to read some fan fiction too. Anyway, have a nice day x. 

We all go through changes, run to different places. That doesn't mean that we have to part

I'm currently sat by my desk in my bikini top and my shorts because it's still really warm. Today has been a very nice day. I drove to Vigelandsparken, which was quite stressful. When my dad knocked on my door yesterday to say that we were going for a drive today, I told him I was going to Oslo to meet a friend. I thought maybe I'd get away with that as an excuse, but then he said "alright, then you can drive there". It would be fine if I drove the car with automatic transmission, but I didn't. Later when I met up with my belieber friend, I told her if you want to feel incompetent, you should just try learning to drive. We (the kilo-gang) had initially to use this Monday to plan for our Sweden-trip. But due to different reasons, half of the group could not attend a meeting. So my belieber friend and I ended up meeting up for a BBQ and a hangout. I always prefer Vigelandsparken when I'm going to have a BBQ in a park in Oslo. Although there's usually a lot of people, and especially today because of the amazing weather, it's a huge park. And if you walk a bit further into the park, you'll find great spots where it's nearly empty of people. Which is something I like (my conclusion of the day is that I don't like people). We ended up leaving the park in hunt for some ice lolly's/ice cream. We were supposed to go to the little cafe within the park, but I forgot, and I walked straight past it. I'm not sure if my belieber friend remembered, but she definitely didn't notify me. Instead she was sharing her pick up lines with me. It was something about how I should get a dog so I can break the ice with handsome strangers. At last we ended up at Aker Brygge, where we bought ourselves some ice cream to cool off. And then we walked to Tjuvholmen, towards the sea. It was of course filled with people, which was a bit of a downside. But we managed to wade in the water for a bit, which was so nice after sitting in the boiling heat for hours. Sadly I wasn't actually wearing bikini bottoms, so I didn't feel like ducking under water in my shorts or underwear. We sat by the sea for an hour maybe? Or more? I can sit by the seaside for hours, because I love it so. I've had a really great day with my belieber friend, and we did a lot of talking, which was nice. When I got home, I had dinner in the sun, and drank two bottles of water. I knew the second we walked from Vigelandsparken, that I had sunburn on my back, because the straps on my backpack was digging into my shoulders and it hurt. So it wasn't that big of a surprise when I got home and stripped off my top to see a very red back. It's hilarious because you can really see tan lines from where I was wearing my top. Be smarter than me and don't underestimate the power of the sun. I've been reading a book about Stockholm in preparation for the trip. I never actually read these guide books, I just look through it. But it's actually quite interesting, I think. I'm probably going to spend the rest of this day reading it, and possibly continue the little fiction I started yesterday. I was inspired to write a little fan fiction about Niall and Harry, because they seem to really get along with each others family. So I had a laugh writing it yesterday. Anyway, have a really great evening xx.