she's made of outer space, and her lips are like the galaxy's edge, and her kiss the colour of a constellation falling into place

Hiya. I've been watching The World Cup almost all hours all day, and there's more drama than the usual television programs I usually watch. I just got home from the airport again, it's starting to feel like my second home. I'm only joking, but I've been to the airport so many times these past few weeks, even more than I enter the local mall. I just wanted to say that I've actually let my parents borrow my camera, so the next few weeks there might be old pictures or just pictures from my phone. It feels a bit strange, being without my camera. I've had it for four years, I think, and it feels like a part of myself. But I figured it would be a good exercise, not spending so much time taking pictures. Although I have started taking less and less pictures lately. I really want to try buying a disposable camera and try taking two pictures each month, so it can last me a year. And by then I'll surely have forgotten about some of the pictures I've taken, and it'll be a surprise once I get the pictures. My birthday is coming up, but I'm in this sort of mood where everything just feels like such an effort. Like, I was lying on the sofa all day yesterday, skipped exercise, and ate three ice lollies. Hopefully I'll snap out of this mood shortly. I went to the mall yesterday, only just managed to not buy myself some glasses (I've got so many strange guilty pleasures), and got home with some seamless undies. And I've got to tell you (about the latter), it feels like not wearing any underwear, and I'm not quite sure how I feel about it. Yesterday I saw a picture of Joe Jonas and Dougie Poynter (from McFly), and my jaw dropped for a second. Only for a second, because I remembered that Jonas Brothers and McFly knows each other from before. I was just a bit surprised because there's honestly connections between everyone. (Jonas Brothers did a concert at Wembley once, and they had McFly on as a guest. McFly has been the opening act for One Direction for a few gigs on the WWA Tour, and they've written songs with Niall. Dougie Poynter is in a relationship with Ellie Goulding, who Niall has previously been rumoured to be together with as well. Ellie Goulding took over for Zane Lowe on the BBC Radio 1 yesterday, and she posted a picture of one of her exes Greg James -- who also works at BBC Radio 1 -- on her Instagram. She also played Skrillex during the two hours she was on the radio, and he happens to be one of her exes too. It has also been rumoured that she dated Ed Sheeran, which she denied. But I'm pretty sure he confirmed, and now there's rumours about his song Don't being about Ellie Goulding and Niall Horan. Ed is very close with Harry Styles, and they've always been very supportive of each other. Harry only just posted a picture of himself downloading Ed's new album. And Harry happens to have met Joe Jonas a few times, and they both happen to be exes of Taylor Swift, who again is great friends with Ed Sheeran. It's like a full circle, sometimes). I'm probably going to spend today reading, eating more ice lollies, watching more football, and just chill. I've got work the next four days, and then next week I'm only working for two days. Which is great, because Ale is visiting that week. My brother just came by my bedroom and threw money on my bed. I think some fell to the floor. I looked at him amused, "alright?". "It's money for your birthday, since I'll be gone". Apart from Monchita, my whole family has been travelling lately. I know Lynx and Grepper were off travelling the same weekend I was in Stockholm. And then they've just been travelling this previous weekend as well. They're travelling again in August, only stopping by at our house for a bit. Volla left last Sunday, my parents left today, and then my brother is leaving on Sunday. We'll be on different continents. I hope we'll get everyone gathered once this summer, that would be really nice. Anyway, have a nice day x.  

there is no other time, no other place

Hey hey hey! Good afternoon, or not so good, I guess. News in says that Chris Martin (Coldplay) and Gwyneth Paltrow are splitting up? What is wrong with the world? Why is everyone splitting up? In Adele's words: "sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead". Whilst Niall was greeting The Queen (she get's capital letters) yesterday, Harry and Ed Sheeran was spotted together at Lou Teasdale's book launch. And since everyone seems to know each other, a lot of my favourite people were gathered: Not to mention, Lou herself, who I adore. And Gemma Styles (I am in love with her hair, and herself), Caroline Flack, Liam (Payne), Jim Chapman (youtuber) and Tanya Burr (youtuber). Oh here's a picture of Gemma and Harry together too. I spent this morning gaping at the pictures, because honestly there is a thread between all the British people, I feel like. I did splutter this out to Monchita, who was sat at the dining table eating dinner, pretending to sound interested. After I'd gotten that off of my chest, I looked through Twitter, and of course The 1975 played "call or delete" (a game where you have to scroll through your phone list and stop when the opponent says 'stop'. And then you either have to delete the number, or call and prank the person) with Grimmy today (or, well, it was pre-recorded on Monday). And of course they ended up calling Niall and Harry. Niall didn't pick up, probably because they were actually filming that video the day they recorded this game of "call or delete". Nevertheless, it was quite hilarious. And then they called Dan from Bastille. Like, basically, all of my favourite people. Anyway, I've been to school today, and though we didn't get as far as hoped, we did manage to do the things we could do. We're all just a bit confused, due to a lot of reasons. And when we tried to reach our teacher today, she was not available. It sucks a bit, because we'll probably have to wait until next week before we get a proper answers to our questions. Which means we'll lose time. I took the train home with Sally, and then I met a pal from high school. My weekend has sort of already arrived, except I still have to find a proper research article. But knowing myself, I'll probably procrastinate and avoid doing any work until I really need to. Or maybe not, maybe I'll surprise myself. Nevertheless, I have to write down a list of all the things I'm supposed to do within two weeks. Just so I can get an overview, and maybe be a bit more organised. Anyway, have a nice Wednesday afternoon! 

you get the least, but you give up the most

Morning. Yesterday, as I was sat in the sofa at my belieber friend's I read that 5 Seconds of Summer will be supporting One Direction in the UK and Europe leg too, so I'm bloody overjoyed. I really wanted them to support One Direction last year, as I had no idea who their actual supporter was. I don't think I was the only one either. I'm probably going to end up watching 5SOS' livestream from yesterday (mostly because Niall pops up, who I sometimes think would like to be a part of 5SOS. Or maybe he just becomes best friends with everyone). Oh, so it might not come as a surprise to you that I'm a very strange person (might have been showing pictures of strollers to my friends yesterday), but this Instagram picture includes some of my favourite people who has a relation to Harry Styles. Basically, it's Lou Teasdale, who is One Direction's hair dresser. Then there's Gemma, Harry's sister. And then there's Caroline Flack, who is Harry's ex. A strange mix, perhaps. But I adore them all. It's strange sometimes, how I can probably draw a line between most of British people, like it seems like there's some relation between everyone. Anyway, back to real life-- yesterday was very cosy. Kiwi and I managed to prank my belieber friend, to my huge surprise. We'd faked a giftcard for salsa lessons, and for a minute there it seemed like she was genuinely happy about it, and I looked to Kiwi in horror, because jeez. It would be really terrible to give what you thought was a shitty fake gift, when the person actually would appreciate it. In the end Kiwi told her, and I was laughing so hard, unable to keep a straight face. It was also a terrible idea to give her the gift so shortly after we had finished eating, because I might have eaten too much, and my stomach hurt so much from the laughing. During the past week, we actually managed to buy plane tickets and book a hotel for the Sweden-trip, which is worth celebrating in itself. I was a bit worried we'd just end up putting it off forever. For some reason we started talking about the Hove festival, and Kiwi started reading out all the artists. And the thing is, usually there will be very little artists that's up my street. And therefore I don't usually go for it. But this year-- ugh. There are so many good ones, and I don't know. The problems are: 1. I've no money for it probably (though I might manage to scrape together some money, really). 2. It's in the middle of summer, which is a great time, unless you're working. And the ones I really want to see are on week days. I do want to go though, but I guess I'll just have to wait to see if I can. Sometimes you just have to suck it up and realise you can't do everything you want at the moment, but maybe it'll happen in the future. It's really grey, dreary and heavily raining outside today, so I might stay inside and hide. That is until I leave the house again, to meet Oyster, who I've probably not seen in a month. I've lost count this time, ha. Have a nice Saturday then xx. 

Girl I'm in love with you. This ain't the honeymoon, past the infatuation phase right in the thick of love

The weekends always pass so fast. I think it's because I always tend to go to bed early on Fridays. I just really like sleeping, ha-ha. Also, I tend to be really knackered, so I'm not capable of doing all that much. Unless I want to, that is. I always know school is about to start when my Youtube dash is filled with Vidcon related videos. I love watching vlogs of Vidcon, because all my favorites are gathered. I'm like watching the videos, thinking "ahh, I want to be their friend too". After posting the blogpost yesterday, I went outside in the rain. I wanted to get soaked in it, just to revel in the weather. But I must have the weather gods on my page, because it stopped raining, and then the sky started clearing up. Albeit not completely. So I decided to sit on my doorsteps, and I drew in the first page of my new notebook. I was watching a vlog by Caspar Lee, and he was attending a birthday where Conor Maynard and previous keyboard player for One Direction, Joey Cottle (I swear, there's a red thread between everyone, and it's making me crazy) were playing Ordinary People by John Legend. And I just cannot believe I've not heard the song before, because it's gorgeous. I probably listened to it 30 times last night. I've also been humming Killing Me Softly With His Song by The Fugees. I was actually watching Sister Act 2 the other day, and whoop, there was Lauryn Hill, who is the main singer in The Fugees (It's always good fun to listen to old songs on Youtube-- leads you to other oldies). Today I woke up to a gorgeous blue sky, but it was rather windy. And because our neighbors have these big trees that sheds these annoying small things, I'd rather stay inside. Because it's Sunday there's also a marathon of Grand Designs with Kevin McCloud, who I love. I watched about four episodes, before I went to check out an apartment with my mum. Then we went to the new Asian shop, which we probably didn't need. In an expanse of 200 meters, there are three Asian shops. But I really liked this one-- they've got really great selection of Twinings tea. Well, better that other places I guess. Ah, went back to listen to Tonight by John Legend. It never gets old. Anyway, when I got home I watched another episode of Grand Designs, and it was so sad, because one of the people that was building a house was diagnosed with stomach cancer. And seeing as I'm a forever optimist, I thought he'd be alright, but then it was revealed that they found out it was incurable, and he died six months later. I just-- I was so shocked, because it's something you see in a film, innit? Not Grand Designs. After the episode I decided to clean the house, because I was so done with all the mess. I'm fine with mopping the floor and dusting, like I do at work. But cleaning the house makes me so peeved, because I just cannot understand why everyone seems to be alright with tossing their stuff everywhere. I warn you to not speak with me when I'm cleaning. I'll be huffing, and sighing every five minutes, and I will probably yell at you. This is one of the reasons I don't think I should ever move in with friends. Our friendship would be ruined, ha-ha. Guess who else reblogged Gabrielle Aplin's cover of Best Song Ever? Niall. Don't let me start on my theory about everyone knowing each other. I've been trying to spend as much time with my brother as possible. He doesn't leave until Thursday, but the last day I see him is on Wednesday. Also, I'm usually in my own world when I get home from work, and I try to get through all the things I want to do before bed. So I'm usually sat in my own bedroom from I get home from work until I go to bed. He's home the same day I get home too, but he leaves the morning after if I'm not entirely wrong. I'm going to watch some Youtube now, and then I might go to bed.