wish I could freeze this moment in a frame and stay like this

We'll huddle up in the bed under the duvets, limbs entwined, using our body heat and lazy kisses to warm us up. And we'll decorate the Christmas tree with homemade ornaments with presents beneath wrapped in newspapers. And we'll listen to Christmas music on the crappy CD-player we picked up at a flee market. And in the mornings we'll gulp down scorching hot tea, in hope that we'll survive this winter. And it's okay, just as long as we have each other.

Sometimes I'll be on Twitter, and half of the time I'm not even aware of the trending topics being related to One Direction. It will be completely random, and I find myself clickling them in boredom. And then it's like oh. And then it's like okay. But yesterday was quite a big day in the fandom of One Direction. All the boys were sporting with ladies on their arms, except for Niall who was hanging out with Ed Sheeran and Michael Buble, because that is the absolute normal thing to do. Harry was out with Taylor Swift, and I'm a bit scared we will get a single by Taylor called "The green eyed boy with the dimples". Although I don't think she would actually name a song that long, considering her album name is Red. Three letters. But the thing is that they look happy together, and if it makes Harry smile, then that's it really. What excites me the most is probably Liam and Danielle getting back together. It's just that I always thought forever whenever I saw a picture of them. And I don't want to say that I know, because I don't, but I just really believe that one day they will get married. It's almost palpable in my mind. But people change and promises are broken, so who am I to say anything like that? Wish I could freeze this moment in a frame and stay like this.

I'm so happy because I think that maybe I'm going back to the habit of watching Youtube. If I could have chosen, I would go back to when I was unaware of One Direction, and only obsessed with the Shaytards and everything else. Except now I've grown tired of Shaytards, and instead taken a liking to British vloggers only. And it's so fun, because everyone seems to know each other in some way, and it's just so delightful to see my favorite youtubers popping up on my screen. It's like I cannot listen to American people anymore, because it just isn't right. I can't explain it, but I tried watching an American vlogger that I used to watch all the time before, but I just cringed. And I did watch an episode of Hannah Montana whilst eating my pasta for breakfast. Oh wait, that was dubbed. Never mind. Maybe I've just grown tired. And someday I might grow tired of the One Direction boys too.

It's really cold out, and I didn't even realise the coldness radiating from the walls, until my sisters head popped inside my room and stated it's really really cold. And now I feel a bit sad, because I'm wondering if that man I walk past on my way to school is still out there. Freezing his fingers off trying to earn some money with that instrument of his. I hope not. The winter has arrived, but it's not snowing. But it feels right almost, for it to be this cold. When I think of winter I think of that winter we had two years ago, the coldest winter I've ever experienced. And now I always find myself comparing winters to that one. Oh, but it's not nearly as cold as it was .. And I do the same with summers.

I just wanna show you off to all of my friends, makin' them drool down their chiney chin chins. Baby be mine tonight, mine tonight.

Can I use the "Aunt May, is that an angel?" line again? I'm actually going to make it a tag. I came across this gif again yesterday, and I just remembered how much I love Niall with snapbacks. Though, that's just a tiny factor that makes this gif-set perfect. Dude, look at his smile. Aaah, he's so lovely. It's been such a long time since One Direction was properly on stage, doing a full concert. And now as they are doing them, there are new videos everyday. And it's just so overwhelming, because I'm guessing I've seen the same performance a thousand times and in a thousand different angles. But I can't help myself. And can we get some footage of Niall and only Niall during Teenage Dirtbag? I really want to see him playing the electric guitar. I was watching cross country skiing today, and Petter Northug won. Yay, it was really intense at the ending there, and with Petter you never really know what's going to happen. So I was jumping up and down chanting "go, go, go!". And when he crossed that finish line, oh, that was gold. Just gold. This will be the third post of today, and who knows, I might stop by for more. And maybe I'll try to keep the fangirling on Tumblr. Maybe. It should probably worry me that I have an exam in one week, but thus far I've just been lounging around and being lazy. But I'm putting a stop to that, and finish this darn paper and read some microbiology or whatever I need to read. And seeing as I didn't actually watch The Holiday yesterday, I probably am today instead.

once in a lifetime

This is indeed a slash drabble (slash = genre of fanfiction involving pairing two male or female characters together), which is basically everything I write, because I can't be bothered to be all delusional and write myself as the protagonist. And it is Narry (Niall Horan and Harry Styles). But if this creeps you out, you could just imagine a girl really. God, I think I spend way too much time reading slash fiction, seeing as it's completely normal to me. This might be more understandable if you watch the interview where Louis of One Direction says he wouldn’t be surprised if Niall accidentally blurted out “Will You Marry Me?” and then proceed to curse. I would link to it, but I cannot seem to find it anywhere. Anyways, it was mainly inspired of this song by Landon Austin, and I just thought it was really really lovely.

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Should I be worried, or scared by this fluttering feeling in my stomach? The feelings are all so very familiar, yet unfamiliar with you. You are asleep next to me, and I cannot help but smile at your soft facial expression. Your blonde hair is unruly, pieces of golden locks sticking out everywhere. Your mouth is slightly agape, showing off your braces that I’ve learned to love maybe a bit too much. It’s three am, and I should probably have fallen asleep two hours ago when we kissed goodnight.

I know this doesn’t happen twice, you must be my once in a lifetime. 

We’re on stage, and I don’t have to look at you to know that the adrenaline is rushing through your body as well. The screams seem even louder than usual, if possible. But would it be cheesy if I said that everything stilled when you turned to smile at me during your solo?

I just wanna ask, can we make this moment last? 

Maybe it wasn’t right of me to blurt out that question. Especially since Louis said in that interview that it would be you to do something like that. The room is silent, all chatter died down by the seriousness of the question. And maybe I should take it back, and maybe I should turn around and run as fast as I can. That way I might be able to shield my heart. Maybe.

“Yes”.

It’s too late to run now. One word and tree letters, and you hold the key to my heart.

been walking, you've been hiding, and you look half dead half the time

Harry of One Direction tweeted this video two hours ago. Which means he was awake quite late, and he should be getting rest. And now I'm smiling a bit, because it kind of resembles a fiction I wrote yesterday. I'll post it later. Actually, this might be a busy day, seeing as I probably will post quite a lot. Yeah, I've actually got quite a lot on my mind. As I've mentioned earlier, I think I'm most fond of Harry's music taste. That is also why I think it was his idea to cover Teenage Dirtbag. And wow, please watch this video, because it is amazing. I actually used to listen to Imogen Heap before. And yes, before this Jason Derulo thing. And no, I'm not trying to be all hipster. But there was a time in my teenager years where I really loved Speeding Cars by Imogen Heap. Oh my god, just went through my timeline on Facebook in order to find the name of my "crew", and cringe. Why do we write all these silly stuff? It's exactly what I don't do today. I even talked about how I like my privacy on Facebook in a class last year, and how I really dislike writing things like "eating a burger" in my status. Anyways, the reason why I wanted to find my "crew" name (sounds like we were gangsters) is that I made a friendship video with Speeding Cars as the background music. Oh well, I can't find it. It was one of those rare times I was on Youtube back in '08, and accidentally came across the song, and I instantly shared it with my friends at that time, and when they liked it too, I guess that was it. The reason behind this rant was actually to make you listen to the cover, so please do.

I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby, listen to iron maiden with me

But the fuck? Is this some kind of sick joke? One Direction did a cover of Teenage Dirtbag. The song that's on my mind always. Maybe they can read minds, I don't know. I'm kind of guessing it was Harry's idea, because, well, it would be his kind of music taste. At least the music taste of the Harry I have in my mind. And oh my god, Niall with an electric guitar? Christ. This is too much for me to take in. I really really hope they are doing this cover on the Take Me Home tour as well. I've missed the lads on stage. I guess it's the way I fell in love with them too, them being on stage and doing silly things. Ah, and I'm so glad they are still doing Twitter questions. And I kind of can't believe they are going on a new tour, with a new album. It somewhat makes me feel a bit bad for them - I mean, it's like they have to work all the time. Does it ever stop? That's my question. I woke up quite early today in order to watch some cross country skiing. My family went to Ikea and whatnot, so I played Christmas tunes whilst putting the Christmas decorations up too. And cleaned the house in general. And I didn't even eat breakfast or anything until the meal I ate one hour ago. I was just really determined to clean everything and put everything up, which took quite a while. I have this habit when I'm cleaning - I'll start one place, and before I'm done, I'll move over to another place. And I do things very very accurately, which is why I rarely clean. Just because it just takes me ages. I'm currently listening to Christmas Lights by Coldplay, and I'm trying to edit my paper. And trying to catch up on everything I've missed on Tumblr. I think I'm going to watch The Holiday later. And maybe if the stores are open tomorrow, I'm going to do a bit Christmas shopping.