I wish somebody would've told me that I'd end up so caught up in need of your demons, that I'd be lost without you leading me astray

I went to bed later than expected, and woke up earlier than expected. That being said, I didn't remove myself from bed for hours. Having my sister and her kids over meant I didn't get to indulge in that luxury of just staying in bed. Since I cleaned my bedroom yesterday, I felt a bit off kilter this morning, still do. But I've done a bit of decluttering from a box containing things like old exams and papers related to school. I got rid of a lot, so I'm pleased. I still feel an itch to reorganise a few things,  and a need to be creative, but I'm letting the feeling stew for a bit. It's been dark outside throughout the whole day, really. Some times it's fine, because the dreary weather resonates with whatever I'm feeling that day. Today, however, I really wanted to feel rejuvenated, and the weather has such a great impact on me. I only finished one chapter of the current book off the curriculum yesterday. Too tired to really get into what I was reading yesterday. I'm gonna read the last chapter of the book in a bit. I've only got a few days left until my next exam starts, and I'm kinda dreading it. Two weeks of working solely on my exam is taxing, that's what I learnt from my last exam. I listened to a duet between Jake Bugg and Noah Cyrus this morning, and I felt a bit like I'd fallen off a chair. In a way, it's the perfect description of what I've been feeling today. The thought of thinking about life set off a bit of a panic in me a few hours ago, I've not been doing my regular work-outs for a week due to the visitors, I can't find the right words for my T-friend-- I don't know what it is, but I think I'll feel more on track tomorrow. Forecast says it'll be sunny, which I need. Gonna sort out my life a bit. Also, I'll be seeing Sugar and Marble. Righteo, I'll get on with the reading now, and then I need to get back into the exercise-jig.