was it easier to pack your bags and book that flight to Paris

It's May 1st! One day closer to the One Direction concert, one day closer to my exam, and one day closer to my death. When I awoke today, I went on Tumblr. And no, no, no, nope, no, nooooo. (There are links in every no, in which I do not approve of. And every single one is One Direction-related. Do not click). After a bloody long lecture yesterday (in which my belieber friend and I had a music quiz where we guessed song titles from lyrics), I went home and had a shower and a meal before I headed over to Oyster's. I had my usual hangout with her younger brother and younger sister (watched Toy Story 2 with her broseph, and refreshed my memory of Twenty Eight by The Weeknd on the piano with her sister (we also did a few duets where she played and I sang along; My Heart Will Go On, If I Was Your Man, A Thousand Years, etc). And then I ate a piece of pizza while we watched Power Puff Girls. Oh, and That's So Raven. I now want to learn the PPG-theme song, and I want a PPG t-shirt. After this we headed upstairs for "bed", which basically means we spent an hour or two? Or three (don't really know) - chatting. About everything really. And it was nice, because we continued chatting when we woke up (when Oyster came back to her room after having woken up before me). We we're reminiscing about our childhood, and apparently I was a really drama queen and a huge cry baby? Thank god I've changed (or have I?). Sometimes I feel like I've got to have a serious talk with my friends. See how they're doing. Maybe it's ridiculous and unnecessary. And you can ask "how are you?", and get a "fine" back. And you can move on just like that. But sometimes the person isn't fine. And it just takes a bit of time for the person to let it out. So you wait a bit, let there be a silence. And if the other person wants to - they can fill that silence. Hah, this sound like a "how to" tutorial. It almost feels like it's been a weekend, although we only have one day off. And what am I going to use that day on? Reading. I can actually see the end of my book now, and it's such a great feeling. Also, I've got my last paper to finish. It's due in two weeks, so I might as well get it done now. I'm going to leave you with my current playlist "luv" (I'm really creative with the titles of my playlists', I know). The first song is where I've got the lyrics from the title of this blogpost, and also the lyrics in the first picture.

"luv"
1. Morning Song by The Lumineers
2. Stubborn Love by The Lumineers
3. Beside You by 5 Seconds of Summer
4. Toothpaste Kisses by The Maccabees
5. Cold Coffee by Ed Sheeran

if you're homesick, give me your hand and I'll hold it

Go get a cuppa (cup of tea obviously), cause diz shit iz gonna to b loooong. I promise I'll never write like that ever again (can't really promise anything, because I'll probably forget this promise in the future, and then do it again. Plus, never say never). Here's three random pictures I snapped during the weekend. First - it's been snowing a lot lately, mostly because it's milder. Which, to be honest, feels a bit illogical. However snow is kind of pleasant, because it makes things prettier. Everything just turns white and lovely (no racism!!! extra exclamation points because (tempted to write bcuz. omg an extra parentheses in a parentheses) I'm Asian, and therefore I'm no racist). Second - the 90's party I went to. And look! The guitarist has an afro! I admit that I'm slightly fascinated by afro's. It's mainly because I kind of want to have one myself (maybe for a day, though - not a lifetime. I'll stick with curling my hair). The band played various songs from the 90's, such as; Nirvana, Smash Mouth, Blink 182, Green Day etc. Can't really remember more, because I've got a lousy memory and because I don't know the names of the songs. I just know I've heard them before. Oh, but they played a song. A song I really really love, and that I've mentioned on this blog a few times. And it totally made my night. I'm completely serious, it really did. I'll leave you to guess the song (no it's not by One Direction. Or Ed Sheeran, though that would also make my night or day). Third - I came home yesterday, and all of a sudden there was a wolf sitting at my desk. I didn't notice for about five minutes, when I realised there were three picture frames on my desk rather than two. And I knew that my sister had been drawing a wolf, because she showed it to me on Saturday and asked for my opinion. But I didn't know it was for me. And I guess my heart melted to the ground, found something true. (Sorry, just had to do it, because in my mind, there is a song for everything. Now guess the song). No, but the little part of my heart that belongs to my younger sister swelled a bit. And I remembered why I love her (joke, course I love her).

I'm currently listening to People Help The People by Birdy. Because apparently, I am infatuated with Birdy at the moment. Or, just this song. I have the Take Me Home album cover (One Direction) stuck to the wall above my desk, where I basically sit every day. And it's been there for over a month. And I've just realised that none of the lads are actually looking in the camera. You can only see the profile of their faces, which is a bit weird. Because it's mostly their faces that sells?? I'm actually going to lie in bed and read fan fiction for the rest of the day, before I go to bed. I'm currently reading a Lirry (Liam and Harry) one, which is a bit rare, and it's not a ship I can actually visualize in my mind. But the thing is, the less a ship is shipped (read that out loud - sounds funny), the better the fan fiction is. So sorry for this shitty blogpost, but I'm seriously tired, and I feel like sleeping. I mean, you could go watch some Youtube or something. Oh, wait though. Did you guess the song? No? Yes? Okay, drumroll. The song was .. Teenage Dirtbag by Wheatus!