written in these walls are the stories I can't explain

These gifs have had a comeback on my Tumblr dashboard for some reason. And like, just now that the Take Me Home tour is done as well. It's like the universe is purposely mocking me. Like yes hi, now that it's all over, let's reminisce to when you were at their concert back in may, and there's nialler with the Norwegian flag and he's wearing ski goggles as the lads encouraged the concert-attenders to bring along. And let's remember that it was maybe the first and last concert they are doing here. I should definitely stop looking for signs, honestly. I managed to creep myself out last night just before bed. I was throwing away something in my little bag of trash that I've hung on the handles of my closet. Mind you, this was in the dark. And then after getting back in bed, the bag fell down, and I grudgingly got out of bed to fix it. But then it fell again, so I took my time to make sure it wasn't going to fall down. My next thought was "if it falls down again, it's due to a ghost". And well, what did you think happened? It fell down. Normally I wouldn't be so freaked out, but I recently read some Halloween fan fiction that were a bit creepy, and then I'd actually thought about ghosts earlier in the day. Like when I was sitting downstairs watching mens handball (we won, by the way. That was the most surprising turnaround I've seen in mens handball) and I felt this breeze of coldness. And I just immediately thought of ghosts. And because I'm me, and can't stop scaring myself, I thought about my sleepwalking. Remember when I wrote about that? Well, I told Lynx and Grepper when I was back in Aalesund, and Lynx just laughed and said: "yeah, you used to do that when you were younger". And I was like, why does no one tell me about these things? So yesterday I thought, what if there is a ghost in this house, and I hang out with it when I'm sleep walking, ala Paranormal Activity 3. Well, I basically had to watch two vlogs on Youtube to forget those thoughts, or else I'd never fall asleep. I'm up bright and early because I need to send in the paper to our teacher. I would do it now, but I'm not quite sure where I'm supposed to send it. Also, very exciting news: Marble might come with Kiwi and I to the Kodaline concert in December. It's going to be so good, swaying around with beers in our hands. It sounds really ideal right now. Oh, which reminds me of One Direction again-- I watched a video from their concerts in Japan, and they managed to get the crowd completely silent before they did an acapella of Story Of My Life without microphones. It made me think of Ed Sheeran who manages to shush crowds in that manner outside of Japan. (You see Japanese crowds are seriously awesome. They are so respectful, and they don't really scream that much, and when Niall asked if they were excited, they didn't scream- nope, they all shouted "yes!"). But yes, it also made me think of a world where One Direction is an indie band that does intimate gigs. Oh, what a coincidence that I'm listening to Kodaline and that he just sang "in a perfect world". Yeah. Lynx's birthday is in about a week, and Volla told me that Grepper is having a surprise party for her, which is really nice. I would come, but I was just in Aalesund, and plus Lynx and David is coming in about two weeks. Maybe I'll use my new baking knowledge to actually bake something? I probably should. Also, I need to make a birthday card. Oh exciting news! I've actually bought one Christmas present. I'm so late with my Christmas shopping this year, and I'm worried I'll be all stressed up to the exam. Or if I have to do last minute shopping after the exam, which, I probably will. I have a feeling that I'm going to blog loads in November, which again, reminds me of One Direction (goodness, I'm internally face palming myself because I could probably associate everything with One Direction if I wanted)-- I was looking at pictures of them from the première of This Is Us in Tokyo, and the ones that can grow facial hair were sporting some moustaches, which makes me think they might do "Movember"? That would be awesome. Alright, now, have a nice Monday, and hopefully you'll find joy in the little things in life. 

story of my life

Here it is, I guess. It's a nice story line and all, but I just don't necessarily think it fits to the actual song lyrics, which is a bit disappointing. But overall it's very nice. And I would rather have this plotline, rather than them running after some chick. Also, it's nice to see the emotional aspect to them as well. I think it's the Louis scene that hits me the most. That's the part that made me cry. I'm currently watching men's handball between Norway and Denmark. And it's safe to say that Denmark is in another league. I'd love to rant about it, but unless you're a handball fanatic, I don't think it's going to be very interesting. 

With golden string our universe was clothed in light. Pulling at the seams, our once barren world now brims with life, that we may fall in love every time we open up our eyes. I guess space, and time, takes violent things, angry things and makes them kind.

It's not like I've never heard of Shazam and it's purpose before. But I'm still amazed by how it can recognize songs just like that. I'm a bit mind blown, and I don't understand why I've never downloaded the app until now. I've been struggling to find the proper Emoji app, because among everything else, all my apps were deleted on my phone. So now I'm without smileys, and it feels weirdly empty writing messages without some kind of emoticon. I was woke up at 9:30 am today, which I found really odd, seeing as I fell asleep at 3:00 am (was up late reading a really bad fan fiction, but sometimes I can't stop myself from reading them though they are really bad). But the reason of my awakening dawned on me when I heard my dad banging on the wall with a hammer. I tried falling asleep again, but if you remember what I wrote not that long ago-- foreign sounds will wake you up from your sleep. Well, I figured I could just wake up anyway. Get a slightly early start. Aww, Zayn just tweeted about Little Mix's new song. There's an ongoing joke on Tumblr that Zayn is Little Mix's biggest fan, and Niall is 5 Seconds of Summer's biggest fan. And I mean, it's not entirely incorrect either. I'm not quite sure what I think of the new Little Mix song to be honest. I've always admired them for being a bit of "old school". Both their music and style, and I do love that. But I don't think Move will stick on my brain. But that's my own opinion, and it might change anyway. The Take Me Home tour is actually done. Right in time for when the remaining leaves on the tree outside my window has grown brown. It's a bit absurd that it's over, because it's been going on for so long. And christ, I've forgotten how it's like when they're not on tour and there's not new pictures of them everyday. Goodness, it's like a drug, isn't it? Along with the end of the tour, it was also the Japanese premiere of This Is Us just before their last concert. And then it's also the premiere of the new music video for Story Of My Life. I've admittedly watched the video already, and I can't decide whether I like it or not. It made cry a bit, but also cringe because this is the first video since Gotta Be You, that I really think they look like a proper boyband. Can't even explain it for you, I'll post the video on here later when it's out, and you can see for yourself I guess. I'm not naive enough to believe that the video will surpass any records. Both because their more "emotional" videos don't get that much praise like their more humorous ones, and because it's been too short time for promo. The single just came out, and then the video announcement was like three days ago? Yesterday I was listening to Sleeping At Last's newest EP, and I was reading through the lyrics. And honestly, I'm 99,9% sure he writes poetry and fits it with a tune later. The title of this blogpost is from the song called Sun, and if that's not a poem itself, then I don't know what it is. Anyway, the other day I finally bought myself a new nail varnish in celebration that "praksis" is over. I've been wanting a dark blue color for ages, and this is slightly metallic as well. I tend to only buy IsaDora nail varnishes as the wand is wide and fits to my nails. Plus the formulation of the nail varnish is really good, it lasts on my nails for ages without chipping. Unless I'm doing something that's really harsh against my nails, but I'm pretty sure that's the same for every other nail varnish. And then there's the pigment. I really can't be bothered to wait for my nails to try, so when I've got a nail varnish that needs more layers than one, I usually choose another nail varnish. And I find with IsaDora nail varnishes, you only need one coat and it's fine. Plus it dries so quickly in comparison to so many other brands. Also, they have a really wide color range as well, so it's just really great in all. Anyway, I'm a bit hungry so I might go get some lunch, and then continue fixing my paper. I was nearly done with it yesterday until I decided that I would rather read that shitty fan fiction. Yep, that's where my priorities lie. Alright, actually, just watched Little Mix perform Move three times, and I've already changed my mind. Well, I'm not 100% into the song, but Little Mix resembles K-pop bands when it comes to their performances, not that I'm into K-pop, but they have really great choreography. And wow, you should just all watch Little Mix's performance from X-Factor Australia. Blew my mind, and now I'm really hoping that they are coming on tour to Norway one of these days. But I guess it's still early days for them. 

the fire beneath my feet is burning bright

Look! Marble and I made Halloween cupcakes. Well, mainly Marble. But I'm a pretty good assistant now! I met up with her at the local costume shop on Thursday, and then she started talking about making themed cupcakes, and since I figured that it was for us, why not help her out? Her mum greeted me, saying "baking again, are we?". We ended up arriving at the pre-party about 8:30 pm, said hi to the people I'd not met before, and then I guess the drinking started? And instead of dancing, there was a lot of chatting and anecdotes and whatnot. I befriended the cat that apparently was shy. The trick is to sit still and let the cat come to you, not the other way. Makes the cat think that it's in the control of the situation. Christ, I read into these situations too much. You know how some people get really excitable and happy when drinking alcohol? I'm pretty sure I'm the opposite. I'm taking that as a good sign, because I don't actually like the thought of pouring poison in my body. It's the same with unhealthy stuff, and let me tell you-- I've been sooooooo unhealthy the last three weeks. And I'm not opposed to eating unhealthy because I'm afraid to gain weight. No, the thing is that whenever I indulge in something unhealthy, I get a picture in my head of my veins slowly but surely getting clogged. Same with alcohol, can just see my organs starting to fail. So I guess I'm going to try being healthy for a bit now. That's a bit ironic, as I'm currently nibbling on some chocolate. Oh well, we didn't end up going out on the town until really late, and the queue to the club we had originally planned to attend was too long for our liking, and people were being all push-y and horrid. So we decided to go to the neighbour club, which I think was a great choice. And they had all this cool old-school music, which I thought was brilliant! I would very much enjoy going there again. At some point Kiwi and Marble turned hungry, so we went for a hunt of food. Oh haha, that's a bit funny. Or, well, it is to me. The thing is that Kiwi was dressed up as a vampire, and whilst waiting for Marble to buy herself some food, Kiwi decided to pretend "attack" people from behind. Hence why I thought it was funny that I wrote "we went for a hunt of food". Was it not funny? Okay. Kiwi and I ended up getting chicken burgers, which were average, but it was nice sitting inside, shielding from the cold. When we finally decided to brace the cold, we started running down the streets of Karl Johan, and then there was a guy starting running towards Marble, and they bumped into each other, which made Marble fall. And if you'd seen, it was hilarious. Eventually we carried on running, until we decided to take a taxi back to Kiwi's. The taxi driver was actually really nice. I like nice taxi drivers, they are the best because they always have stories to tell as well. When we arrived at our destination, we shrugged out of our clothes and into our sleeping attire, and made ourselves ready for bed. But we stayed up chatting for a bit, which was actually really nice. And then I lulled them to sleep with my nice calming choice of music. Also managed to lull myself asleep at one of the songs, but woke up an hour later or somewhat to turn off the soundspeaker, which was probably nice for the neighbours considering the time was 5:00 am. I think we woke up five hours later, which means I was really tired yesterday. Kiwi was thankfully nice and dandy. I think we're all a bit apprehensive about Kiwi getting sick now. And although I was more alcohol influenced that Thursday night, I still had the need to take care of people. And it's weird, because I know the importance of drinking water when alcohol is in the picture, and I handed both Kiwi and Sugar glasses of water in concern of their well being, but I guess I forgot about handing myself some water as well. Anyway, when we woke up, we ate our breakfast and chatted, well, I mostly listened to Kiwi and Marble chatting about the things you need in order to be a good dancer. We did try to go up on the roof for the thousand time, but it was closed. Again. When I got home, I did my normal routine of catching up on all the medias I usually go through. Also watched a bit of Nigella, which has turned into my new guilty pleasure. Scoot over Grand Designs and The Ward. And then I watched a bit of men's handball, which is really cool because the men are way better when it comes to tricks. I did the mistake of napping from 7:30 pm till' 11:00 pm. I was just a bit tired from the day before, seeing as I didn't sleep for that long. I did a bit of reading and watching Youtube before I went to bed again at 2:00 am. And because I had that nap, I woke up at 8:30 am today. And now I'm here after eating spring rolls that I helped to create. I'm mostly spending today writing on my paper, and hopefully I'll be done within the day is over. Technically it should work, but you never know when I decide to procrastinate and be stupid. Also, I really want to play Sims. Like, agggg. But I'm not going to. And wait, people, it's NOVEMBER! Bloody hell, where did the time go? At least this means it's three weeks left until I'm visiting Ale. That should be ace. Have a nice Saturday xx.  

written on these walls are the colours that I can't change

Here it is! I kept my promise for once! I bought the lipstick a week ago, but it's called "Diva Red" and it's by Rimmel. Yesterday I bought myself a new "Face and body" foundation by MAC, because I needed a lighter shade for my winter skin. And as you can see in the second photo, it's quite the difference. Both in size and color. I went with a 50 ml bottle because that was the only one available in the shop, but also because I wouldn't need a bigger one. I've had the 120 ml bottle for ages, and it's a bit unpractical as you can't travel around with it in your hand luggage. So yes, now it's all solved. I also bought a blush called "Peaches". It's a very nice coral colored blush, which is my favorite color for blushes anyway. The day has passed in a whim, and I forgot that it was late right now, and er, blasted music for a bit. Whoops. I'm listening to the new playlist Kiwi sent me, and it's so chill. It's actually like one of the hundreds of playlists on 8tracks when I search for the tags: "sleeping", "chill", "calm", etc. You know what? I was scrolling through Liam Payne's ex's Twitter, and she wrote about Union J, and saying it was her second favorite boyband. My heart melted a bit then. And speaking of One Direction, I think it's a bit unfair how Zayn always looks so bloody dashing and broody and just really pretty. Goodness gracious, can't decide whether I'd like to see him as a model or an actor in Skins. Probably both. Anyway, I didn't go to bed until 10:00 pm last night, but it was so needed. Albeit, I did still feel a bit groggy in the morning. And the first lecture was interesting in my opinion, but that's because it was basically human geography, and I love that. And then we had another lecture that was a bit more on the boring side in my opinion. But we managed to get through it, Kiwi and I. After school I went home, finally not when it's rush time-- which I really do loathe. I mean, Sugar used to complain about the public transport a lot, but I think I've taken her role now. I'm just not good with being tired and crowded areas with bad air. Anyway, I went home to finish the birthday card to my sister. Then I went to the mall to post it, and did all the errands I was supposed to do. The only thing I've not done on my to-do-list for today, is to finish my paper. I guess I'll just do it on Friday. I've got the time, so I'm not too stressed about it. I'm actually going out tomorrow for Halloween. I've not dressed up for Halloween in years, so that will be interesting. Other than that, I've finally managed to watch the new "tard" being born into the world. Meaning the offspring belonging to Shay Carl and Colette a.k.a. the Shaytards. I did surprisingly not weep at the birth, but I did weep when I saw Sontard holding Brotard for the first time. I've just got a sweet spot for Sontard, because he is genuinely the sweetest kid ever. And then I went on to watch Kayli and Casey announce that they're pregnant. And that was a bit emotional too. And then I read a ghost fanfiction, and that was sad too. So I've been weeping a bit. (Is it really awful if I write: "and that's the story of my life" as a pun? Yeah? Okay). Have a nice night, and sleep well.