acting so damn mysterious

I've been bitching about my friends obsession with Gossip Girl for months, and then I got addicted myself. It's a bit annoying .. feels like I've lost a battle. Anyways, the reason I love it - is because of Dan and Blair! How cute aren't they? I really really hope the writers are going for a Dan/Blair romance. Am I being silly? Probably .. lol.

you've got that smile that only heaven can make

Easter-break is over, and today was the first day back at school. Had a test, and now I've got a little "break" until Friday. You see we have two weeks with mock exams. The days you don't have any mock exams you will be dismissed. However, that does not mean that I can slack around the house. On Friday I have a mock exam in German .. which I do not look forward to. And then I have one in math next Tuesday - which is really really really important to me. So the possibilities of me doing schoolwork the whole "break" are very big!

Anyways the two pictured items were the only things I got when I went to Aalesund. Since it was easter, the shops were only open on Saturday - which suited me perfectly. I did not waste any money .. proud moment. I just finished reading the sequel to Bridget Jones Diary. One word: hilarious. And I wonder if there is a coincidence that his name is Mark Darcy .. and then they are watching Pride and Prejudice, obsessing over Mr. Darcy. In the movie it's actually Colin Firth who plays Mark Darcy, who also played Mr. Darcy in Pride and Prejudice. I find it very amusing.

what are words if you really don't mean them

Egon and Scott. Egon likes to be pet, sleep, and loves to eat! He'll be following every step you take in the kitchen, hoping for you to drop something on the ground for him to eat. But when you sit down on the couch, he'll be snuggling in your lap. Scott likes to play, does not like to be pet, terrified of balloons. Whenever I bring a toy, he'll be running towards me, and he'll bite it and try to take it from me. And then he does this shake with his head, where I like to sing "I whip my hair back and forth .." You know in the movies, where the dog tips his head a bit? Scott does it! He will stare at you, and then he tips his head a bit to the left or right. Basically, they are two different personalities - but I love both of them!

take me along

Ahoy mate's! I am back from .. such a lovely trip. I wish I could have stayed a bit longer I already miss my siblings, the dogs, the hectic days, and the mountains. I've taken so many pictures, and these are a collection of the beautiful nature and signs of spring. I'll probably put out many photobombs this week .. days. Hope you like it!

i pray to god every day to keep you forever

Happy Easter .. I am finding it hard to blog right now, got nothing on my mind, other than the fact that I am leaving tomorrow. I can't wait. I love road-trips .. whereas my other family members hate them. I am going to my older sister's new house - and the whole family will be gathered once again. I did some packing today: I stuffed a bunch of stuff in my rucksack - the rucksack I used when I traveled to China - and it really reminded me of China. The sight of it, the smell, the empty pockets .. and then my aunt came for a short visit. Agh, I miss China and my family over there. Anyways, I'll just leave you with a little short story I wrote last night:

"You do realise that this is just like a movie?" "What? Sitting on the balcony with a girl, watching the moon and the stars? Yes, I do," he replied. She slightly turned her head, and smiled to herself. "And this is usually the moment where the boy kisses the girl". "Does that mean that you want a kiss?" he smirked. "Well, no, this is reality. I just want some fruit". They laughed as they walked inside. "However, if it would have been a book, it would just have been a nice silence." She hummed to 'A Banana' while grabbing some fruit. He brought a blanket to share. "Oh, delightful. Can't we just sleep outside?" she asked. "If you want to freeze outside, it's alright for me". There were something attractive by his sloppiness. His messy hair, and his clothes all curled up. She found herself staring, but quickly looked away as she realised. He was talking about the milky way, and other galaxies. She nodded along, though she did not listen to a single word that came out of his mouth. Instead, she studied his face. "Uhm, everything okay?". She snapped out of her gaze. "Oh, sorry, what did you say?" He laughed at her. "You are one silly girl". "It's cold," she replied with a forced sad face. "Told ya! Oh wait, is this the part where the boy offer his jacket?" he smiled. "Ha-ha, let's just get inside. I need some sleep". "Yeah, by the way, since this is not a movie, you are sleeping on the couch."

i'll be standing right next to you

"You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.

Yeah, you are my dream,
There’s not a thing I won’t do.
I’ll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.

And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I’ll be there when you’re insecure,
Let you know that you’re always lovely."

-Next To You by Chris Brown ft. Justin Bieber.

you are the only exception

It's 01:50 and I love my life! Right now I'm listening to Next To You by Chris Brown ft. Justin Bieber, and I love it! The lyrics and the tune really reminds me of the old-chris, which is probably why I like it so much. I heard it through Conor Maynard, a talented and lush youtuber. To be completely honest I do kinda prefer Conor's version. OMG he's so talented, oh and another song: The Only Exception (cover) by Megan Nicole and Taylor Ward. I love youtube.

Tanktops, rolled up pants, lovely blouses and cute dresses = summer. My best friend, who'd like to lick Justin Bieber, gave me her "vampires" blackbook tank. I bought this blouse last week .. I just need some ballerina flats to finish the look. Oh, and I finally got my hands on that dress I've been wanting forever. I even found my favorite hand lotion yesterday. It's been sold out forever, and I've squeezed out the last drop from the last bottle.

can we get much higher?

I kind of really want a tattoo. My only problem is that I want something that has a meaning to me. I do not want a cherry on my ankle, just because it was cute. It has to have some meaning to it. Right now I am seriously tired, and I have not yet finished my presentation for tomorrow. I am definitely feeling nervous for tomorrow. And I cannot wait to go to sleep. Haha, I had a nap for 15 minutes .. and I really just want to sleep now. Random? Yes, indeed.

kiss me beneath the milky twilight

No one is in control of your happiness but you; therefore, you have the power to change anything about yourself or your life that you want to change.
- Barbara de Angelis

Dramatic sounds to dramatic occurrences suits perfectly. I suppose it is quite obvious, however there is something about the song Marianelli: Your Hands Are Cold (from the Pride and Prejudice soundtrack) that makes me want to run out in the rainy weather and just stand there. Just stand there and shiver, while my clothes slowly become wet. I remember the first English-presentation I held at my current school. I was a nervous, quivering girl. About to speak English in front of the class for the first time. I held my breath, and did so. So, there I stood with two other guys, speaking about the culture in Canada. “Wow, you did an excellent job!” “Shit, you've got such a good accent!”. I was proud, and from then on, I decided that English was my favourite subject. And then today I received some news. I will not be able to attend the English-course for next year. For some reason, I did not see it coming. Our teacher asked three students affected, to talk in another room. One of us quickly said “There will not be any literature-English, will it?”, as the door shut. “No, it will not”. It was such a big shock for me, and a sudden sadness damned on me. What shall I do now, I thought to myself. I could not bare to look at my teacher directly in the eyes. I was afraid that if I did so, I would burst out in tears. I could see the other student a bit emotional too, an it made me even more saddened. By then, I was just about to burst out in tears, so I turned around towards the door. I did not stay long, before I went to the bathroom. Tears streamed down my face, and I just let it fall. I could not believe how sad I suddenly became, and somehow my future plans fell through a hole. It was the one subject that really spoke right to my soul. I remember listening to the teacher describing what they do in English literature - and it felt like it was my destiny. After drying my tears and nose, I decided to go back to the classroom. But then I saw the other girl, and I noticed that she had cried too, so I said: "Are you okay? I cried too". The third girl had gone back to the classroom, however, she came back outside when she saw us sitting on the bench. And the rest of the day was pretty much depressing .. doing math while trying not to think about it - so I could hold back the tears. "Are you okay?" my classmate asked multiple times. I nodded, but I did not put on a fake smile to reassure. Even my teacher asked too, and I gave him the same answer.

Today is my dad's birthday .. and I kinda forgot. While standing in the kitchen, ready to prepare a fruit salad, I remembered. Oh shit, I thought to myself. I put the fruit back on the table, and I ran upstairs and made a card. I have not yet given it to him, but I will do it later. Right now I have to do some homework, and prepare for my presentation tomorrow.