onsdag 8. januar 2014

I see you in the dark, cause I've been where you are. You're too scared to show me love, cause you're too fresh with the scars

If you stare intently at the picture, then you might see the crow on top of the tree? Well, it's there. I did promise to take a picture. I was listening to Say Something whilst reading this fan fiction today, and it nearly made me cry. Nearly because I refused to start crying where I was sat on the train station, waiting for the train. I'd like to never undergo that kind of public humiliation, though I've been close to crying at public places a lot of times. It's alright, I've long accepted the fact that I am a crier. Anyway, the past few days have been so bloody long. I was at school from 11:00 am to a bit past 5:00 pm. I wasn't home until 6:00 pm though, due to some trains being cancelled and those who were not, were instead a bit delayed. So despite my awkward running (with a rucksack jumping up and down and my hands trying to avoid having any of the content of my pockets to fall out) to the train station. The paper is almost done. I'm just doing the final edit before the others can look at it and give it their blessing (or the opposite). It's really strange because I'm used to having to do a lot of the editing myself. And I'm so used for group projects to mean "ok, you do that, and I do that, and then we'll just put it all together". This time, however, we've all sort of worked together? And though it's been helluva exhausting, it's been very interesting and new to myself. But I'm very grateful for the experience, as I know I'll have a big group project towards summer. I'm not looking forward to that, to be honest. And I've shared my dislike about this future paper to Sugar and my belieber friend quite a few times already. Kiwi skipped out of lectures today, and I skipped out of the last one, because I had to meet up with my group again, despite my obvious lack of enthusiasm of this agreement. The lack of enthusiasm was caused by a tiredness that was caused by working non-stop for three hours without any proper breaks. I did in fact not leave my chair once, during these three hours. I did however spot Sugar, who I waved to. And then I spotted my belieber friend who was sat with her back towards me, so I figured best not wave to her back, as I'd probably be considered as a bit of a loon. She did however, confide that she did in fact see me once Sugar had pointed it out. And she did tell me that she had spent a bit of time staring at me, trying to get some contact. But it appears I was eating. Anyway, there's a girl in my group, who I swear could talk forever, which is probably why we were sat behind for so long. Once I got home, though, I sighed. Put on my long johns and went to lie down on my bed whilst reading that fan fiction. Once my hunger could no longer be ignored, I went to eat. Honestly, when I'm all caught up in reading I ignore almost all of my vital needs. I thought I was finished reading the fan fiction, but it appears there's an epilogue. And I've already read about a thousand pages on my iBook, so I basically yelled "are you kidding me?" and refused to read it. I'll save it for tonight. Or for tomorrow. My goodness, I awoke at 7:30 am, yeah? So obviously I listened to the Breakfast Show with Grimmy, and it's currently LCM (men's fashion week in London basically), so they dressed one of the producers of the Breakfast show up in the most -- I can't even describe it. Here, I'll link a picture for you. And he (Ian) even got to sit on front row, a few seats away from Samuel Jackson. Seriously. Thought I'd piss myself this morning when I heard about the story and when I saw the pictures. Oh Ian, or should I say #FashIan. Oh, that reminds me I'll have to watch the Burberry show once I'm done editing the paper. I should probably go now, as I've actually got work ahead of me. Speak to you tomorrow, hopefully I'll be home a lot earlier than I was today. 

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