I've never had the words to say, but now I'm asking you to stay for a little while inside my arms

Hiya, I am not made to speak. Like, my words are all tumbled, and blah. Just, yes, I think I was made to not speak. Anyway, I bloody knew there were something I'd forgotten yesterday. You know that feeling when you know you're supposed to do something, but you can't remember just what it is. I had that feeling yesterday, and I realised this morning that I'd forgotten to do a few online courses I was supposed to be finished with today. Oh well, can't do everything right. Today was a very relaxed day, as we'd gotten permission to spend the day on our paper. So basically, Sally, Allie and I was sat in the canteen for the most of the day. And it was nice for several reasons. One being that we were able to talk and reflect about our experiences. And I think we all agreed today that we're so bloody thankful for our own lives. "Praksis" is basically just flying by like the wind these days. Next week we'll already be halfway through it. I expect it to go a bit slower the next few weeks, though. Just because I've learned so much these past weeks, which I'm guessing is the reason as to why I feel like it's gone by so fast. Our teacher made some rearranges in her schedules, so tomorrow we're not even going to our "praksis". Just straight to school. I was originally supposed to have a night shift tomorrow, and school on Thursday. But these things happen, and life is unpredictable. I'm just a bit sad that means I won't get to see my patient that much this week. Oh well, saw her briefly today, and she seemed happy. But that's my interpretation. Who knows what hides behind a smile? Since we spent our day writing, we'd brought along our computers and curriculum relevant to our paper, which means my backpack was really heavy. And because my bus only goes twice an hour, I usually just leg it, if I've missed the most recent bus. Because I'd rather walk a 15 minute walk, than wait 30 minutes for a bus to come along. But today, I must admit, I would probably have enjoyed to just wait for the bus a lot more. Instead I walked, and my back didn't really appreciate it that much. Oh well. I'm currently watching One Direction performances from the last tour, because I'm being sulky, and dealing with my 1D withdrawals (obviously this is an exaggeration, and you should probably use the word "withdrawal" correctly. Don't follow my lead) by reading fan fiction upon fan fiction and whatnot. Their new music video for Midnight Memories comes out on Friday, which happens to be the day that I'm meeting up with the kilo-gang. It's very suiting as our meet up is in line with One Direction. Alright, I ought to go exercise and then be productive and stuff. (I'm just going to listen to One Direction sing More Than This acoustic first..).