you're gonna wish you never had met me

On Tuesday, I was sat in front of the telly, watching Adele live in Royal Albert Hall. And one by one, my family came to sit down in the living room. And it was silent, no one said a thing, just watched her sing. It just felt so strange, because usually someone will ask me to change the channel, or just start speaking about something. But not then. Everyone was just silent, mesmerised, and watching her perform. It's one of my favourite memories of my Christmas holiday. Adele is lovely, though. She's one of the artist where I both love their music and them as a person. My intention was to fall asleep at 10:00 pm yesterday, but there were thoughts on my mind that wouldn't fade away, and my usual daydream that usually makes me fall asleep, didn't work. So I didn't fall asleep before midnight, and then I kept waking up all the time. And at 4:30 am, I wrote to Kiwi that I wasn't going to attend the lectures, though I actually really wanted to go to the first one. Health first, I wrote, to Kiwi. I was worried about Lynx's dog, is the thing. They were out looking for him last night, and I think that's the reason why I couldn't fall asleep. Was waiting for an update. The good thing about his disappearance, is the support she's gained from everyone who's been volunteering to look after him and whatnot. I just keep hoping, and hoping that they'll find him. I didn't realise that school would start so bloody quick? Like, my lectures have started and all, but it's the second day of school, and we've already started on a new paper. With a new "praksis", there are new people. And I'm quite happy with my new group-- Kiwi is in it too. To be fair, all my "praksis" groups have been really good anyway. Also, our supervisor seems really great.  After school, I met up with Ale and one of her younger sisters. I got the train home with Ale, and then I went to the post office before heading home. And well, I ate, and have been procrastinating (reading fan fictions, and played The Countries of Europe). Wee, I'm watching MTV's best live performances of 2013, and now it's Rudimental with Feel The Love. Love them. Anyway, I've been procrastinating, because I should be starting on the paper. It's supposed to be done within Thursday, I think? And I just want to be done with it already, so I can focus on other things. But it's a group paper, so, yay. That's sarcastic, but it's fine. Think my group is actually really good. At least I hope so, and it's not going to be disastrous if it's not either. I'm currently alone in the living room. My brother left this morning, so now we're back to four people in the house. Feels a bit empty and bitter sweet as always. My goals for this weekend is to watch Cloud Atlas and Silver Linings Playbook. The first movie is my priority, though. Have a nice weekend!