I swear you moved overseas. That's what you said, when you left me

When I awoke this morning, I thought it was noon. Thought I'd had another night of long sleep. But I quickly realised it was earlier, because my eyes felt puffy, which mostly happens when I'm tired. Kiwi and I skipped our meeting, and held a virtual meeting over Facebook instead. We booked another flight and hotel. Kiwi and I have become strangely synchronized as of late, like we'll say the same thing at the same time. Or she'll answer the question I haven't asked yet. I told her we'll come back home, finishing each others sentences. I feel like I've been pretty productive today. Finally got out of the house around 5 pm, went to the mall to do some errands. There's so many things I want to buy, but as it is, what I want isn't always what I need. I did good today, I think. Only bought the things I went out to get, though I was really tempted to get a new Casio watch, new shoes, new notebooks (nope, the pictured ones I got a few weeks back), and a new camera. The latter I've been thinking about for a long while now, and I think I might do it. I just figure that years from now I'll really appreciate good pictures from my trip. Not to mention that I've wanted to buy myself a new camera for years now. Surely this would be the appropriate time. Only problem is money. I'm doing a lot this year, all of which will cost me some money. Reflecting on it, I am really lucky to have these opportunities. I'll power through somehow, which feels like an appropriate motto for life. I'm currently watching Idol. It seems like singing contests are a big favourite of mine. It's just nice, I guess, to listen to hidden gems. I think it's just that I'm a very emphatic person, so it's almost as if I've sat with each person through all their feelings. There's always a chance I'm going to cry. Later I'm going to watch The Brits over again, as it's on the telly.