when I'm away I will remember how you kissed me under the lamppost

It was full moon yesterday, and maybe I've been watching too much Teen Wolf, but I got this feeling that my night shift might'n't go that well. Luckily it wasn't as I'd thought. First shift was kind of bad, like-- there's this horrible feeling when you have multiple patients getting more poorly at the same time, and then other patients just want something mundane as a painkiller. But because you're so busy with the others, they get neglected. But that's just how it is, it's not something I blame myself for. As it is I am no superhuman, and I only have two hands. Second night shift was way better. I got home, and didn't go to bed before 10 am. There was a moment where I just thought "maybe I should just stay awake" because I didn't feel that tired. But I got to bed, put my earplugs in, put on my sleep mask and went into a slumber for three hours. Woke up to the vibration of my phone, which I thought were mice in my dreams. I've been pretty productive today, I think. Only had a bit of a breakdown when I realised that it's the Brits tonight, and that some of One Direction showed up. I've known about the Brits for a long while, but I just didn't think that anyone of them would make an appearance, considering their break. I was a bit sullen when I realised Niall wouldn't be there, but you know, he's out and about somewhere in Asia nowadays, exploring the world. And though I would really really want to see him making a public appearance, the image of him exploring the world in good company is really comforting. I am sort of hoping he'll stay there for awhile, just so when I travel there, the closer proximity can give me a comfort. I am actually watching The Brits at the moment, and I just saw Louis and Liam presenting an award to Adele. It's strange how comforting it is to see them. I watched a bit of the Norwegian version of Idol this evening, but I guess I'm skipping the rest to watch the Brits. There were a lot who sang Story Of My Life by One Direction, and it's really is a great song to sing. I was also really surprised to see that people in the audience were singing along. I really have to realise that One Direction isn't a small group. It's amazing how many amazing singers there are out there. I am going to enjoy The Brits now, before I go to bed.