I was the son you always had, tugging at your coat when you were sad

A clean bedroom makes for a clean soul. It does for me, anyway. Also, it's Chinese New Years Eve today. I've been imagining actually being in China for the New Years, seeing all the celebrations. Never been, but my parents have a few recordings from years ago, and it looks so good. I had one of those strange dreams where I'm pretty sure we were at a madhouse. It was disguised as a location for a school trip, but it was really spooky, and my friend saw things that I couldn't see. Whenever I have these dreams, I always dream of disgusting toilets. It's a recurring theme. The past days I've been perusing online shops. Been itching to buy stuff, yes, but I've held off. That is, until yesterday. I was about to just buy a bunch of gifts for my friends just because I wanted to spend some money. Then I thought of the babyshower that I'm not attending, but I don't know that many online shops that does children clothing and things. In the end I ended up with a bikini top and bottoms. They don't belong together, but both pieces were too gorgeous for me to pass. I also bought shoes. A few weeks ago I was looking for wedding shoes for my belieber friend, when I found my dream shoes. I didn't buy them, because I'm always restraining myself from buying shoes (you've no idea of the amount of shoes I'd have if I just let myself buy all the ones I want. I want all of the trainers! God, I'd have to buy a house to store em). But they've been added to my "saved items" just to look at. But yesterday they were suddenly gone! And in my panic, I tried to find them. But to no avail, I couldn't find them, and I was really upset. But I had a second look, and yes, there they were. So I decided that yes, I truly wanted them, and so they're on their way to me. I'm in the process of ridding myself with most of my wardrobe, only to update with things I truly love. To be fair, some of the things I have in my wardrobe is older than myself. But I love them dearly. I started sorting out my wardrobe a few weeks back, well I've been slowly cleaning out my wardrobe for months now. But I meant like a proper clean out, where I threw out seven big bags of clothing. It's a lot of work, so I've taken a break. I might start again today. As for my itch to shop, it's not been tamed yet, and knowing myself, I'm probably going to do some shopping the upcoming week. For now, I'm going to spend my Sunday reading, exercising (going to try focusing on yoga today), and organising.