You know what? "Sashaying" is a really funny word. Anyway, hello! I'm really happy today. Went to bed listening to Only Love by Ben Howard again. Woke up, meditated for five minutes, which is still a really hard task, but it does help me sort out my mind and, weirdly enough it works like some sort of awakening in the mornings for me. I skipped out on half of my lecture today, seeing as it was mostly just repetition for me, which is a great thing. Repetition, that is. And the lecturer was actually really great. Also, Kiwi has abandoned me, so that's sad. But what was supposed to only be a 30-minute break from the lecture, turned into almost an hour and a half-long chat with my belieber friend. And we could have probably dragged it on for longer. But yes, that's one of the parts of why I am happy. I don't know, but it's like my friends just give me happiness. The one hour and a half is also one of the reasons why we should not attend the same class, because I'm afraid I'd chat more than focus on school. And well, looking back at last year, it's probably somewhat true. I promised my belieber friend that I'd write about her theory she came up with today. According to her, I'm more focused on my friends (and One Direction) than trying to find a guy. And to my belieber friend: I'm pretty sure you're more obsessed with me finding a guy than I am myself. I mean, her theory is probably right, but it lacks a lot of information. Like the fact that I don't actually want to find a guy in this moment. This brings me back to the expectations of the society. But I'm not going to delve into that again. Anyway, after chatting with my lovely belieber friend, I went ahead to see my teacher, but she was not in her office today, so I headed for the library instead. About my paper-- well, I'm basically back to square one. And it's fine, considering it's only been two days since we officially started the paper and all. But I'm still a bit nervous about how my stress level will be if I have to finish my paper in a hurry. Still, I found two books that are relevant to my paper (or so I hope), and they were rather interesting, so I'm counting that as a win. On my way back to the train station, I decided to stop by the Royal Palace, because I've not been there since forever. And almost each time I walk past it, I slap myself for not bringing my camera. I did however do that today, but the weather isn't that nice today, so that's a bit stupid. Except, I kind of like the gloomy weather nowadays, apart from the darkness. I did end up watching the royal guards do their little routine thing-y. Which is the first time I've ever seen it. Had it been sunny today, I'd probably gone to the park and settled on a bench. Anyway, had I not stopped by the Royal Palace, I would have caught an earlier train. Instead I was just a bit too late for my bus home, so I sat down at the bench to wait for the bus. And in the midst of my reading I heard someone say my name. When I looked up I saw one of my old childhood friends, and I've not seen her in forever, so that was really nice. We had a bit of an update on each others lives, and just as she was telling me about her current relationship status, Oyster came into our view. And it was a bit humorous, like a little reunion. Because the three of us used to hang out when we were little kids. And I'm choosing to believe that it was fate for me to meet them again today, albeit briefly. I've not even seen Oyster in about a month, so I must schedule to meet her some day. Because I've not been sure how to start my paper, I've been reading fan fictions, which has been a great distraction for my agitation and stress. It's just when you read something really good, and it ends so abruptly, and you're like noooooooooooo. Which is me, all the time. Anyway, I've not eaten that much today, and it almost feels like it's time for bed seeing as it's stupidly dark outside. I'm going to grab some grub, and hopefully write something for my paper. Crossing my fingers, actually.
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